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am i born this way?

2011-02-19T00:37:00.000-08:00

This is just some random involuntary post since the real post isn't complete yet coz I still don't have enough material.

seorang pemalas yang risau akan kemalasannya tapi masih tak ambil sebarang inisiatif, ialah orang yg malas tahap gaban+dewa+metalgarurumon. Yes, imma big fat lazy ass..

The LAW test is like on Monday and I still haven't equip myself with the best weapon to get in court. I spent most of my days with sleep, gossip girl, sleep, sleep, kill time, gossip girl n stuff. Up until now I still kept on postponing my study. OMG Aizat! Wake up! I was planning to do it on Saturday evening, well let see.

Dulu pentarbiyyahan terhenti di ibadah, sekarang viral malas sudah merangkak merosakkan tarbiyyah akademik?

DON'T BE A DRAG JUST BE A QUEEN? I totally didn't get it. Both are bitch. Can someone picture me the exact point behind this metaphor?? =P

p/s~the real post, which is the module part 4 complete report would probably posted by next week kot =(

ahad ade module =,=

2011-02-12T11:21:00.000-08:00

It's hard when you bend yourself to be as what people wanted you to be. It's such a fraud.

Such undue influence can actually tarnish your chi and becoming a dependent person.

I'm trying my best to feel good about myself.

It's insulting when you hate my hobby or obsession. Just back off if it's not your thing, just respect my preference because I do respect yours.

Goodnight.

p/s~mmg xde kaitan dengan tajok, but saje2 spill out those shits before sleep for tomorrows module =)

sy bodoh membuat keputusan?

2011-02-09T16:17:00.000-08:00

This would probably one of the stupidest decision I had ever made in my entire life! I skip LAW class just because I woke up like 10 minutes before the class begin. Well, let see, that's not the only reason, because in 10 minutes, I wont be able to blow-straight my hair, chose my outfit, do some morning exercise and stuff =P Plus the morning session is pretty depressing since it's a 4 hours straight classes. [WTF, those are silly excuses!]

It's was like fucking late, and I often late for LAW classes, so macam dh tak sanggup dh nk datang lambat lagi, hehehe =P, so it's better for not going instead of late, which is sooo stupid and unaccepted!!

Tolong la aizat, it's not about the time, it's about the knowledge! no matter how late you are, you can still get to fill your dumb ass empty brain with something, right? SERIOUSLY!
hek elei..mamat ni bajet falsafah la shial, but u still writing this post while everyone are working on law of agency =,=

BUT, my devil side was like, "nah, come on la u pussy, skali dua skip kelas, ape salah nye, u deserve to make some mistake once or twice, rite? kata remaja" miaahahaha^^

That's why I once said, I'm afraid to make decision because I'm afraid of making a wrong one. Well, it's never confirm that our word would promise some good consequences in the future. haha seriously prof. aizat? Well, I'm experimenting..

moral of the story, jangan tiru gaya pemikiran ini. OMG, I can't believe I'm posting this! Aizat, YOU ARE TOO SOFT TO BE EVIL!

end of mid-sem break

2011-02-05T11:55:00.000-08:00

I can't believed in a couple more hour, I'll no longer sitting in this red couch. Enough of resting, time to continue another obligations ^^,

saya akan rindu mereka

facts of aizat

2011-02-05T02:15:00.000-08:00

Before you like me, you have to know that:

I change my phone like a girl changing clothes [LOL so Katy Perry^^], I love Gossip Girl, Harry Potter, gadgets, Hilary Duff, J-dorama starred by Ikuta Toma, K-dorama suggested by my pals, musics, Duffy, Jazz, SUJU, dance, writing, movies, n stuff. Well, if we have like more than 5 in common, you can call me u soul-mate/BFF or any suitable term =P

I once said, "everyone is judging people, it's either they voice it out or keep it to themselves".

My self is my asset. So I truly appreciate every damn thing on me, in a metrosexual way, in self boost way, and anything that make myself good, because I could be the first and last person to praised myself, so I need to feel good about myself, then others will. [ape aq ckp ni??=,=]

I'm a friend that you'll never want to loose, SERIOUSLY haha poyo la syial! >,<

I just got myself a copy of Endlessly by Duffy!

a shane-dawson-like malaysian guy

2011-02-04T11:03:00.000-08:00

I went through FB wall just now and something fishy was spotted as Adib said that he addicted to some random video. Then I went to the link, then there's a fishy guy popped up talking on how Ana Rafali deserve the trophy of AJL. But that's not the point. =,=

The point is, he is so Shane Dawson of Malaysia! Instead, he's not as bitchy as the crazy as bitch Shanaynay. I'm not insulting, coz he's cool. You should check him out, coz even Lisa Surihani do! ^^

Here's a sample hohoho~

Anyway, speaking of youtubers, I did try to do this sort of things before, but I was like, "spe nk tengak ko mrepek2 aizat SERIOUSLY =,=" Besides, I'm not that interesting and humorous, I'll just stick to writing/blogging then.

saya nak baju itu

2011-02-01T10:41:00.000-08:00

Well this guy is super cool but his outfit is what I'm talking about, bitch! I don't care how the crazy ass bitches out there talking of his cuteness but duh, I would rather kidnap him and get him naked and leave with those super duper awesomely COOL pants, top, jacket, shoes and stuff!!!

Tomorrow, I probably hangout with Rushd and Syat to hunt down some of those kind outfit. Harap2 jumpe yg cun2..pergh! gua mmg sangap la syial nk dress up ala2 korean >,<

~boo aizat! kalo muke ko jambu takpe jugak wekk!!

Duh! shut up! I need to look confident and super flashy during everyday classes! At least it catalyst me to attend classes right? hehehe...

p/s~anyway, Lee Min Ho is super adorable too LOL kot ^^

orite je kn pkai cmni pegi classes? =P

saya bukanla baik mane pun tapi...

2011-01-31T08:32:00.000-08:00

Let’s speak something in a way that awkwardly modest. Well, since I don’t know how to start properly, let’s just point out anything that come crossed.

HONESTLY, my house is not so big, so if it’s a bit messy, it’s already like a tongkang pecah. So, every night, I will tidy up the living room. I know it’s awkward, but I’m forced to do it, since I want to use that space to study and finish my assignment. My bedroom is a not a properly conducive place for study [Plus, I love the living room atmosphere since it’s the only room where we spend a lot for interior look], so I have no choice. Can you see the picture how small my house is? =P

HONESTLY, I’m not that kindhearted, but I would never look down at someone who used to raise me like 10 years. Opah took care of us ever since I was born since mama is not around during office hour. Instead sending me to nursery, she preferred to let her mom to look after her children. But now that opah is sick, it’s our turn to look after her.

HONESTLY, I was kind of aggrieved when my cousins reluctant to gave opah a visit just because she is bothersome with her entire sick routine. Bila opah bising2 mengaduh, di marahnye opah balik, bila opah kencing atas katil hancing 1 rumah, dah terus tak nak jenguk opah, bile duduk penjuru semenanjung, the best reason he can give is pasal nk amik lesen dlu baru baru boleh datang perak, even duit bersepah2 leh naek flight je, plus, budak2 SPM cuti like 3-4 months kot =,=

HONESTLY, I’m not that kindhearted, and that’s why I cannot pretend that I’m okay with these people.

*holy cow aizat! this post is damn touching and fucking emo LOL. SERIOUSLY, you are sick aizat, because trust me afterward, you'll post some shit which is soooo opposite to those thing above...

lihat mereka gembira

2011-01-30T12:03:00.000-08:00

sumpah x blei blah sial ihsan huagagaga ala HSM plak..sy sgt JEALOUS!!!

faiz/poeh pon nk jgk kn? argh!! rse mcm kne sepak plak >,<

This picture was taken on last Friday which the day after I departed away to Ipoh =,= I believed If i was around, I could own one picture of my pose. Nah, macam la xlei amik laen kali kn? huagaga ^^

BUT seriously, I saw lots of pic posed at the paddy field but most of them are just too calm, and jiwang-like gedikz2 pictures. But these 2 kpale-hotak-giler-yg-masok-air ni had truly amazed me with a whole different idea of having the green as excitement instead of peace and calmness like every time!

*captured by Canon D60

what did happened recently

2011-01-22T19:42:00.000-08:00

I believed it's more that 10 times already I hit the 'new post' button but end up nothing. I should spill it out while I'm in the mood. =P

I used to complain how much I'm pissed with my boring routine, but thanks to Echa for asking Nad, Aiman and Me to join or sorta help around during the Rajamangala University student visit's to our campus. It was an English camp but the know not a word of english or malay which make it difficult to interact except for Nab and Zakaria, coz the lives somewhere near the around Malaysia. =P

*malas nak upload pictures so here are some from Nad's blog http://iwalkyoucrawl.blogspot.com/2011/01/mesra-alam.html

No matter how much I mod and update my phone firmware, the first found is always the best. So, back to basic!

Since we have PC Fair here at my campus, it had sure cost a lot to me coz I'm so addicted to those stuff. Well, yokatta..I can still control my beast appetite. =P

Well, since my room is now in wifi zone, I'm afraid that I will just fool around the net like 24/7. Plus tomorrow is LAW Quiz!!! and I haven't done anything yet. =P

random shit of the day

2011-01-18T18:15:00.000-08:00

My life so dull [in a way that my routine is boringly repeated] and I really wanted to:
-be in a drama-like life with lotsa drama and scandal
-back to my hometown
-sing
-go for date
-meet some celebrities
-play God of War 3!!!
-write a book
-be inspiring
-browsing for new phone

Bullshit aizat..stop feeding yourself with such fantasy because it's contagious when you are all exited and it worth lots of penny.

Al Fatihah: Mr Kamal Ahmad

2011-01-14T10:00:00.000-08:00

"When people experience the blissful of being at the top, it will make them addicted to winning. So I'll let you feel it."

Thanks Mr Kamal, for letting me felt that. As for now, I will always try to stay at top triumphantly and utilize the knowledge you gave to us for a better future civilization.

He was my MGT lecturer when I was at 1st semester. He was the first teacher/lecturer who shows interest on me at first place and mentioned my name a lot during classes. I never felt such appreciation before from a teacher. He teach us lots of value of life instead of the formal subject which massively gave huge impact to everyone in making us looking at thing from different perspective without bothering to be speculated negatively by others.

The Seaside Motel English sub

2011-01-13T04:01:00.000-08:00

I know there are some Toma fans out there are still looking for the English sub for The Seaside Motel. I've lookin' it for ages and it was hopeless =,- Eventually I found a perfect one!!!

Download The Seaside Motel.avi

DOWNLOAD ENGLISH SUB

2011-01-12T21:27:00.000-08:00

I came to win, to fight,
to conquer, to thrive

I came to win, to survive,
to prosper, to rise, to fly..

love.dirty.beautiful

2011-01-06T00:37:00.000-08:00

First of all what I'm going to write could possibly irrelevant and hilariously stupid ^.~

Everytime I look inside her eyes, she make me wanna puke! SERIOUSLY?? She stalk me at first place, then I was like 'layan' coz she's kinda cute then I makan diri when I accidentally fall for her, then die buang gua babe! LOL then I was like, "I'm gonna hate you forever,"

THIS IS ANOTHER PROVE THAT AIZAT IS SUPER JUDGMENTAL.

Sometimes

2011-01-03T18:04:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, we groom our self like hours eventually in people's eyes, there's no big different before and after. Well, in term of self esteem, just do whatever you have to do as long it makes you more confident. Sometimes esteem booster is not necessarily make us look/feel good in others eyes, but importantly to make our self feel better instead.

Sometimes, we pissed looking at handsome/beautiful people with "fuck, why is he/she so cute =,-"

Sometimes, we pissed looking at handsome/beautiful rich people who stupid in fully utilized their asset to make themselves look good.

Sometimes, shorter hair cut is better even though you prefer to keep it long.

LOL sometime I can simply overly HATE/LOVE someone at first sight ^,~

YES, I AM A PRETTY JUDGMENTAL PERSON. Erm, let see..coz I was BORN THIS WAY?=P

Nahh..it's just that I love to do environmental scanning and think a lot, and I end up to be ME. Lo que soy.

SPECIAL POST: 2010/2011

2010-12-31T10:03:00.000-08:00

LOL everyone is writing their New Year post, so I should have one too though..^,^

WHAT DO I THINK OF NEW YEAR EVE?
Celebrating New Year like super exited is not my thingy. I don't even watch the fireworks neither with naked eyes nor on TV this year. Tengak la..berita kt TV esok ade la tunjok kot hehe... I was busy packing my stuff to get back to Arau tomorrow.

As for my thought, most people are busy setting their shit-list of 2011 and stuff. New year is always meant for new vision, new path in career or academically improve. But as for me all those new ambition is not suitable to be realize on every 1 January. My personal thought says, Awal Muharam is the best time to do that sort of stuff because that month is really bless month with many historical event etc. Allah will help us in realizing our dreams.

As for the AD calendar, parties are everywhere, concert and stuff, sins could possibly at a lil higher rate at the moment. Plus, nothing special in eyes of Islam onto these event. New visions and dream can still possibly be achieved, but does the New Year 2011 welcomed cheerfully by the prophet Muhammad?

Anyhow, people nowadays are smart by manipulating that everything happen in New Year Eve can still be blessed by Allah as long it is in the name of Him, so it will be considered as Ibadah. THAT IS A TRULY BRILLIANT ALTERNATIVE =)

OMFG AIZAT! ENOUGH OF SHARING YOUR BLOODY CONTROVERSIAL THOUGHT!!!

Perhaps I should at least celebrate it in any sort of way so,
here are some random shits of 2010/2011.

SICK
Since 2010 was a sicky vicky year as lost people around me is not healthy, I wish for a healthier year of 2011. [btw, last evening, my uncle was checked in at IJN, critical] They was halfway to Johor then sudden stop at Seremban for a Uturn to IJN. Plus, Opah's condition shows no improvement, and even myself is frequently having headache.

ACADEMIC
It's time work even harder to improve my pointer, which I never did. No more staying in save-zone, achieve something extraordinary AIZAT! Anyhow, I'm kind of thinking to put a lil more devotion in club and society since fot the last 3 semester I was overly focused on academic only. LOL Aizat sound like you wanna have fun huh? grrr...X blei! Well, actually, it's all about how smart you are in portioning your activities so that you can do both. Try to make routine in 2011 a well-managed one :)

GADGET: My Nokia5530xm is a C6! ^^,

Year 2010 was the year where I change my phone a lot =,- From SEK550i to SEW995, downgrade to Nokia5530xm, then Nokia5730xm, then again Nokia5530xm. But as for know Id already installed the NokiaC6 firmware in my cheap Nokia5530xm, my current cellphone as overly personalized and I am so not throwing it away! Duh, my Nokia5530xm is a Nokia C6, what else do I want? =P

Lemme tell ya why ^^, This is my old sluggishly hideous Nokia5530xm =,=

But know, after month of study on modding stuff, I am know able to stuck in the Nokia C6 firmware into my Nokia 5530xm ^^,

The super awesome C6 homescreen is now in my Nokia5530xm! The performance is way much better and a damn lot less sluggish too =P

Check out my new menu! The old menu [left] is so eww and custom. But now, I owned an iPhone like menu with an extremely smooth in kinetic scrolling!

Messaging know is so different and super cool with the new appearance. Well, it's inspired by Vivaz anyway, but duh, who care? It's cute n I loike it! And the music list know is along with the album art and the kinetic scrolling is again, super smooth! As smooth as iPhone I bet =P

Even though Nokia C6 is not my dream phone, but it's a pretty damn cool phone =D I'm glad that I had managed to personalize my cheap Nokia5530xm [worth RM500++] to function as cool as Nokia C6 which worth likeRM850++. So Aizat, jangan nak menggedikz tukar phone lain! You work so hard working on this shit!!! grrrr...

FRIEND of 2010:Nazmeer

Chibai jer beromen2 plawk huagaga,blakang, UJAY, MEOR depan ME, NAMEER. dh la Miss Young tgh mngajar kt depan tuh huagaga, class BEL mmg class yg paling byk aq amik2 gambo =P

I'm beginning the year 2011 or the new semester with the lost of one of my good pal. He is out for continuing the fast-track to degree. It's NAMEER. He is like a big brother to me, well next to Papa Dean, he's the second LOL. He know how to act like a smart person, which is him. He is less judgmental and always respect me in any sort of circumstances. Being in the same class, project group, club [kteorang join Kekeluargaan Islam doww!! lawak la shial hehe] was a great moment.

p/s~NAMEER, if you read this, you are such a MASSIVELY HUGE lost to me. But as a good friend, I'm so happy that you are pursuing your dream with confident and I'm pretty sure that everyone is supporting 100% and respect your decision. GO2 Honey Bee!

PICTURE

This is my most-favorite picture of 2010! That is Rushd and ME. This picture was taken while we were waiting for bus kt depan Jusco LOL ^^, Tepi jalan plawk tu ngee~

ERMM...how should I end this post?[dh speechless lorrr=,^]...WELL,a HAPPY and blessed NEW YEAR, then =P

sabar ye opah...

2010-12-28T10:13:00.000-08:00

If I were to be on a family drama, it'll be like, "Opah, [while holding her hands] be strong, I'll be by your side and take care of you no matter what happened!" Well, in reality, I can only silently sit and staring at her,moaning in pain.

Well, that's what happened earlier this morning when we rushed to Rumah Pah after Subuh. Opah's condition is getting even worse. She can't even sleep.

She spent us to watch her craving for Allah's sympathy, crying wanting her child to be around and stuff. I was like, keep looking on the ceiling [nak takung air mata], pegi dapur buat2 minum air, and stuff;......xnak orang nmpak that I was crying.

Duh, who can handle such pact-emotion circumstance? She's miserable. panggil2 Rasulullah, claimed that Allah marah opah pasal x solat time sakit and stuff...Can you watch it and not emotionally moved at all?? baring xboleh, duduk x boleh, tidur x boleh, kencing berak mandi, jalan, apah habis sume xboleh. She is now at the limit. Previously, opah redha jerr dengan keadaan dia, but not anymore..

tiap2 pagi mama akan kuar rumah awal, pgi mandikan opah, ayah cho pon gilir2 bermalam kt rumah pah, atuk pon hari2 bela opah sampai atuk jatuh sakit skali, ayah lang kt johor yg sakit jantung pon gagah dtg jenguk opah, Mak Yang naek bus 500++km away sambil dukung Ateeqa yg bru 2 bulan dgn rumaisa and mukhsin budak2 kecik x sampai 5 thn pon...aku, jaga opah smpai demam2 sminggu..macam2 pengorbanan setiap ahli keluarga. nak cerita suma mmg x abish..TERIMA KASIH SEMUA AND BE STRONG EVERYONE, PLEASE.

There's nothing I can do except for praying her healthiness.

Kenapa lama senyap?

2010-12-22T20:08:00.000-08:00

grrr...Ben is somewhere at Batu Caves currently, I wish I could meet him =,- But I'm awfully sick like every second for this past couple of days.

Imagine,

I'll swallow the pain as worse as the pain in the ass, or more likely U stuck an elephant head in you throat. Every breath goes in my trachea is pain. Every pills, every sip, every damn second!!!

Erm, this happen actually last week...

when I took care on my grandma, and I got the fever from her. Then, I started to feel dizzy and puke like 2 times a day. Too many puke is so ewww until my throat started to cramp and hurt eventually, my coughs started to bleed.

I don't speak much. I'll just sleep most of the day, which is the only way to forget the pain even for a minute. But, don't dream. I can never sleep. So, I always look tired and not energetic.

p/s~Opah, kite gang..

Semalam

2010-12-16T02:55:00.000-08:00

I woke up weak and ache all over my body. saya demam hari ini. alhamdulillah, dh kebah sikit :)

I must say that yesterday was a great day since I met my good pal, Rushdi and Syatiri. We just hit the cinema, fool around and talks. Plus, even Yuzwan met his mates on the same day, but he didn't noticed that I was there until I gave him a call LOL

Aizat, you are so last year because baru je tengok cite Harry Potter. I don't wanna complain about how incomplete the movie was LOL since I quite enjoy it. Look like I need to continue read the book started from chapter 25 for the part 2 ;)

Opah

2010-12-14T11:25:00.000-08:00

Random Thought
It was 3 am in the morning and I woke up from a very weird dream where the last words mentioned was,"we are on our way back down to the earth,". It wasn't meant literally [well it could since it was a dream an i may off to mars or somewhere =P] but, in that dream, I was eager to throw away all the arrogant and haters in me and become a new person with a lil respect to the others.

A story of Opah
Well, here am I, I'm home. It was a so-whatever 5 days taking care of another sick person after Mak Long, my GRANDMA. It was so different than Mak Long because with opah, only now, I felt the pain of taking care a really sick person. Opah is suffering for stroke, half of her body can't move and she can barely walk since last week. She can't sleep at night, non-stop moaning of ache all over her body. I kept on massaging her feet, expecting her to get better, u know perhaps sooth down the numbness, but it never work. Atuk was nearly given up on her but everyone was there and keep supporting them everyday.

There was bubbles all over opah's body and every time she need to go to toilet, everyone will carry her on wheelchair and of coz no one can ovoid from get the bubbles to popped and squirted on our skin. The worse part part is when we need to change her diaper. =,-

Sometime, I feel like wanna cry. [aawww, stop it aizat!!]

Everyone will wash their hands every time we were in contact with opah. Is her skin really dirt? Is she really that contagious? What if she know that we do think so? It's really insulting. Can you imagine what does it feel like to be the one who burden all the pain?

I reckon I'd just found the meaning of true-love rather than Romeo-Juliet fake legendary love story by looking at atuk and opah. They are the sweetest couple ever! Atok was like 24/7 sitting next to Opah, convince her everyday that everything will be okay.

Alhamdulillah, yesterday, opah's condition showed a lil improvement when her feet is no longer swollen and the bullous bubble skin all over her body started to gone.

terima kasih semua ;)

2010-12-10T08:38:00.000-08:00

KALAU SAYA MERUNGUT TENTANG KEPUTUSAN SAYA NANTI ORANG CAKAP SAYA TIDAK BERSYUKUR so here's an appreciation post :)

"I can't pretend that I'm not happy for another picture frame present from the faculty [tuje yg deorg mmpu bgi kot =,-] coz, my result isn't that WOW but I still wanna thanks to everyone who helped me to stay in this save zone hohoho ^,^"

First of all, thousand of grateful to Allah for succeeding me in maintaining my reputation to hold the dean thingy again [huh?? =,-] even with thousand of sins I had commit, u still love me, you still allow me walk on this earth triumphantly. Alhamdulillah... :)

Thanks to my parent and family for giving me moral and financial support. Kalo x kebuloq la aq time banjir2 kat Arau nun, dh la exam week, grrr...hoho ^^

Thanks to all my friends and classmates, for giving sucha positive competition and support:

Papa Dean: he help me a lot! >,< If I was to involve in technical problems, he would likely be there for me, especially transport hehe ;)

Ihsan Rosli: for being my poye2 partner ;P If my brain is about to explode due to unbalanced cash budget, he always there for me, get me the hell off my study desk like for 5 minutes at least, and hit the mushroom [eww, i suppose people just hit the bar =,-] party and talk of fun and stuff, which is pretty helpful for stress management ;) Yet he is still the kind of guy which always drag me to masjid wooo..sejuk hati

Yuzwan Alli: wow3...this guy is highly contagious. He is next to Ihsan in term of helping me stress out my nerves. His Tyra-ness routine and banshee-like laugh had totally made my day like everyday! Plus, he is such a great competition since he always indirectly stress me by stick to the books like 24/7, are you fucking kiddin me?? sumpah tension huagagaga coz my eyes only stick to the monitor 24/7, watching Gossip Girl, xoxo!

Meor: this guys is super short and super annoying which is cute haha. He couraged me a lot, telling me not to give up every time I'm about to wave the white flag. love u meor!!! muaxxx! n congatulation on ur success too ;)

Aiman: specifically, he did truly helped me a lot in FINANCE!!! terima kasih aiman al-jauhari >,<

Kpade sape2 yg I x mention, pandai2 la korang prasan yg korang pon tolong aq ek, SERIOUSLY! saya mendoakan anda semua berjaya dan dipermudahkan urusan oleh Allah, isyaAllah =)

ambil kesempatan, sakit, gagal

2010-12-09T10:06:00.000-08:00

Knowing that my life is actually beneficial to others, I don't really mind of getting exploited. As long I'm breathing, you can take advantage on me as much as you wanted because, I don't want to be blame as useless. I don't know hot to start, so you should make the move first by asking favor.

Somehow, I'm getting spontaneous recently. I always start do the favor. I never thought that I would decide to stay and Mak Long for couple of days just to look after her while she's sick. And now, opah's condition is getting worse, I'd decided to stay with her for a week, insyaAllah..

I was like, "SERIOUSLY are you fucking kiddin' me, aizat? looking after sick peoples is sooo eww, duh.. =,-". But hey, I don't want to be regret for not having my time with them as I can still can.

Speaking of disappointment, my goal on academic was slightly changed so that I'm not extremely impacted due to failure. I don't really target for Dean award this time, I just target on certain subject, like BEL, MGT & ECO is a must for me to get A. LOL this shit happened because I won't get overly disappointed for not succeed in Finance since it hold credit hour of 4 and I'm not really good at it =,-

p/s= I hope my promise to treat my pals for pizza is on since we'd make the deal on you-know-what =P

penantian

2010-12-09T07:18:00.000-08:00

i'm wating for my semester 3 result =,- even ade rumors yg deorg dh lei check awal...same2 kte tunggu ek, grrr...

MAAL HIJRAH:sambutan new year yg x meriah

2010-12-06T09:18:00.000-08:00

SALAM MAAL HIJRAH. satu ungkapan yang mudah di lafaz. tanam azam untuk berubah juga amat mudah. tapi sukar bagi aq untuk optimis dalam melakukan perubahan tambah2 lagi sempena maal hijrah. maal hijrah? tiada impak besar pada diri aq..sambutan tahun baru yang tidak meriah; tiada concert, tiada fireworks, tiada 'fun'...

namun sekelumit hati memberontak, agar tidak terus mejadi seperti orang yang telah mengungkap kata2 itu tadi..masih ada benih hidayah di dasar hati yg hitam berjelaga

ah, tiada apa perubahan drastik yang perlu aq buat..belum masanya lagi, aq masih muda..

ooo,ituka?

Usamah bin Zaid pada umur muda seperti kamu dh mengetuai angakatan perang Islam menakluki Rom, kamu aizat? apakaH?

Ali Abi Thalib, gadaikan nyawa gantikan tempat tidur Rasulullah ketika baginda berhijrah. apa sumbangan kamu terhadap agama?

apa ekspresi kamu apabila barat melakar kartun Rasulullah untuk dipersendakan? FOR GOODNESS SAKE, when was the last time you cry for Allah and Rasulullah?

"..........."

SERIOUSLY Aizat, berubah la..jangan omong kosong dengan post yang gilerr bombastik saja...
no matter how small or big the changes, as long it's in the name of Allah, everything will be blessed, isnyaAllah... :)

bahasa ke-3:Mandarin

2010-12-05T21:00:00.000-08:00

I have to say that I miss mandarin classes!!! This is so awkward, I miss everything that I used to hate. I can't stop listening to Ni Name Ai Ta as Azri, Zai and Me sang it during mandarin class ^^, Well, everyone got their own song to be sing. It was Kan Ko Lai [if i'm not mistaken la..], Pan Wei Bo and other songs LOL

besides,...

FYI, Finance was always at the bottom of my favorite-subject list yet I miss the moment I work hard to death within the exam week! It was warm as the white coffee I drank every night in that week, as breezy as the wind blew in next to my study desk,..I studied like 6 hours non-stop with Like A G6 played repeatedly, and successfully managed to balanced all imbalance in financing without a COMPLAIN [i'm so proud of you aizat!!! kalo x dpt at least B mmg nk kne!], dammit!! I can't stop thinking of ARAU no matter how horrible it is. Plus, it's like pain in the ass, waiting for 10th December 2010!!! >,<

hari2 benda sama

2010-12-04T11:06:00.000-08:00

I need to do something different because my routine is just filled with the same shits everyday. I don’t even know what to highlight in my daily post. Worse, it can never my daily posted though, since there’s nothing left in my mind.

LOL I guess, my scheme of becoming emotionally less sensitive seems to work. Well, lately, I’ve been overly reacted to anything around me until it triggers lots of haters and jealousy. I’ll no more let it happen since it’s not good for my fragile emotion.
OMG lets talk about TV shows!

GOSSIP GIRL

LOL it’s quite surprising as Fizi posted something about GG on Facebook which make me wanna say about it here haha. I truly addicted to the series for no reason. It happened actually when Nad told me how lustrous the series was and I dispassionately was like, ‘okay, I’ll watch it sooner,’ then Aiman gave me the whole season 1 until 3, I’m so obsessed until I even watch it within exam weeks hehe =P Currently, I’m watching season 4 but it’s still aired so I just got myself to watch until S4 episode 8 only, and I’m downloading episode 9 right now.

WATCH NOW!

YOU’RE BEAUTIFUL

This series is so Hana Kimi, She’s a Man, and so whatever. Its hell funny since it’s a story about a nun girl who pretends to be her pop star twin brother in saving his career and finding their mom by becoming popular. Her brother was suppose to join the sensational A.N.JELL [pronounced as ANGEL] but he was somewhere at America, stuck in hospital due to mistakes in plastic surgery which ruin his image. Everything got twisted when she fall in love with one of the band members, gay issues, triangle love etc. Currently, I’m at episode 11. What do I amazed about this series is the scandalous life of stars and the backstage of celebrities’ life. It’s a cute series and worth a watch.

WATCH NOW!

grrr...tatau how should i conclude this post hehe =P so it end here [memang xde markah penutup, fail!!]

Updates..

2010-12-03T10:02:00.000-08:00

Listening to One Less Lonely Girl French Version

Miss these guys..from left; Paan@tengku, nameer, me, and papa dean ^^

I’m taking care of my aunt at Penang. Not much, just keep her accompanied and stuff. I’m here with my sister and surprisingly, I don’t really mind of doing this. Probably my routine is too dull until I don’t really mind, taking care of a sick person to ruin it. It’s a good thing, at least.

OK, it happened actually yesterday when my dad insist us to stay at Mak Long. Plus, my mom promise to give me a week broadband since, I always use ‘lost connection to the outside world’ as the reason to anything when it comes to staying somewhere else than my home. So I said, yes. Hey, it isn’t that bad actually kat rumah mak long ni =P [it's not bribery, just reward hehe =P]

LOL I had enough making myself busy at home. Everyday I kept on fixing the fixed stuff. Even as arrived at my aunt house, what did soared in my head was how to make this living room look great even with a bed and a sick person in the middle of it. Yes, my aunt isn’t really in good condition since she’s just after her chemo therapy. It’s a two-story house and she’s to sick to climb to her room, upstairs.

I spent most of the day, upstairs fooling around the Harry Potter magical world, and treat myself with some K-Dorama. OMG, again I’m lost in fantasy! That is what happening as I’m watching You’re Beautiful. It’s a romance comedy series which suit me; not too complex net not too amateur.

My Facts

2010-12-02T09:59:00.000-08:00

Mama said I'm over reacted to anything around me so I need to stay cool. No wonder I kept on jealous of everyone and everything around me LOL.

It's great to do obligation with bunch of unknown, because it will create great memories and gives great impacts to you.

I hate myself when I simply decide to hate someone for no reason [irrational reason].

I wish for a less-drama life.

How to Stay Positive?

2010-12-01T11:14:00.000-08:00

HOW? By posting your favorite rubbish of coz! hahaha another rubbish post by me, by means that, a non beneficial opinion.It is a just a positive way of entertaining myself rather than posting shits on how unlucky my day was, which is so not healthy and may hurt people =P Well, here're some trash for ya!

My Favorites artiste as for now:

As dark as The Pretty Reckless.

Taylor Momsen had totally amazed me with her vocal.Her cute appearance in Spy Kids 2, Gossip Girl season 1 until end up to be a gothic barbie doll in Gossip Girl season 4 and the band, The Pretty Reckless is so inspiring!

SONG SUGGESTED: Make Me Wanna Die acoustic version

As high note as Lee Hongki.

Don't you wonder why do i pick him instead MARIAH CAREY or CHRISTINA AGUILERA? Well, he is super trendy and the way he sing make to hit the top notch note as if it is an easy job =P Maklomla, cbe tgk Makcik Carey and si Aguilera tuh, tangan siap kne tukar2 gear nk tarik2 suara kn? hahaha. He's the lead singer of the famous North Korea rock band, FT Island.

SUGGESTED SONG: As Still Ever-He's Beautiful OST

My favorites artiste of all time:

Hilary Duff&Ikuta Toma

As for these 2 celebs, I had already post shits of them last year, so dozo!

Random Thought

2010-12-01T04:33:00.000-08:00

According to Christina Aguilera (2006),"...and I hurt myself, by hurting you" is so what this post is all about. Previously, I used to just rant out anything, either positive or negative, clearly stated the names who were involved, and lots of details [oops,hehe^,^ xoxo]. But as for now I have to be more careful so that I don't hurt people or even myself.

I've been thinking, should I spit it here? Even since my blog readers are people from different background, place, and different perspective, I need to be more careful i n picking the topic for the sake of my reputation (huh?? =,=) and to avoid misunderstanding.

I love it when one of my blogger pal said that, she'll only post bunch of positive scratch on her blog rather than talks of haters, jealousy and stuff. That's brilliant. It's one of the way to teach yourself to stay positive. I always end up regret every time I rant out my unsatisfaction coz it always make things worse. Even it is hurt to just keep it to yourself, duh, so what? I have to consider of doing that or else I'll just jeopardize any relation over again.

Confession of a Bieber Hater

2010-11-28T14:39:00.000-08:00

OMG I can't believe I'm posting this shit. I'm a Bieber hater but hey, why are you hating people for no reason? To all bieber haters out there, "What did he do to you until you hate him so much?" I'm NOT fighting for him, it's just that I'm curious. =P

Duh, and Ihsan, we were both beiber haters but at the same time, we both adore JB's style; clothes, accessories, shoes, etc [of coz, Kanye's Yeezy is included which I totally adore it!]

I have to say that I'm so jealous of him, for growing up so talented, from a kidraul, to Usher's protege, and now, worldwide sensation?! grrr...

LOL btw, my brother got his new digital album, My World Acoustic =P I have to say that, the album did actually open my eyes, which proves that he's not an auto-tuned fake artiste, but kinda serious in doing the singing thingy.

and now, you're writing a book? =,-[First Step 2 Forever]

And a 3D Movie to be released this February?! Holy S. =,= But still, his appearance in CSI Las Vegas wasn't that impressive though.. hahaha since he played a bad kid role

Plus, Acoustic makes Bieber "sound overly serious, calming down several of the pop tunes with slower tempos and patient singing" while showing how much his voice has naturally matured (The Beacon News as cited in TheCelebritycafe.com, 2010).

Kawan Semakin Mahal

2010-11-26T22:34:00.000-08:00

currently listening to Hilary Duff Sweet16 :)

When the maintenance cost of friendship is getting higher, it worries me because the relationship is based on the money value rather that the quality times we spend together. Don’t get me wrong, coz it’s NOT a bad review or sad expression of disappointment =D It’s the reality.

SERIOUSLY, if I hang with my buddies, we are so not just going to talk trash and kill times for nothing, of coz in making a quality moment, some money is needed to be invested like, hit the cinema, bowling alley, supreme lunch, buys some outfits, etc. All activities need money.

Of coz stay connected on Facebook is the cheapest way, but that is just the first step and everyone surpass it already. You’ll wanted more afterward so that the relationship is fun and joyous right? =P

There are lots of shit that I wanted to do with my pals, [SERIOUSLY, I can show the list ^^] but when I’m financial risky, bak kate org, ‘potong stim btol’ when my wallet is drained.

BUT, I don’t think this shit is a big deal; we can still have a great time right? Moderate spending and entertainment is the right choice. As long we can cherish the moment, that’s memorable enough :P

p/s~ I'm darn can't wait to hang with RUSHDI!! >,<

Fall in love with someone taller than you?

2010-11-23T13:18:00.000-08:00

It might looks funny if your girlfriend is taller than u, coz that's the issue here =P but if you willing to walk with her without shame, now that's a true love. [hell, can someone slap aizat on the face coz these shit are soooo not him! wake him up!]

Instead of Harry Potter, Lovely Com would likely be my next sensation since everything in that series/movie is so overwhelming and beautiful!

Well, I still haven’t watch HP7 yet so I couldn’t feel the epic’s adrenaline.

Lovely Com is a perfect love story for you to escape from reality. Anyhow, a perfect tale is highly contagious so I shouldn’t overly into it or else I’ll end up disillusioned. Every time I fall in new ideal dream, I’ll try my best to realize it. In the case Lovely Com, to meet someone as meant in the movie is way too impossible, so I bet copying the expression of the character would be drolly helpful to mimicry live in it. Eventually, I rationally thought everything is just vague and end up just take it as a sitcom in my life.

Mereka dah tiada

2010-11-19T10:58:00.000-08:00

We're not living in this world alone. No matter how unpopular [ewww,tuka word -,-] /geek/nothing/empty you are, everyone is related. It's either good or bad relationship.

LOL Apakah aizat??? cakap jela next sem dah takde harapan nk dok college kn? abis cite..[=,-] If i'm staying outside, that's mean, I can no longer meet my pals from different faculty frequently. Kalo x slaloo je lepak2 dgn Ihsan, terjun2 bilik faez, serang blik meor..

pastu, bru je tao yg perhaps faiz will no longer study at Arau next sem...Duh, we're not that close, but it's just great to have some familiar face around ohohoho =P

Syahir pon dah tate dh next sem =,- we were just knew each other n budak kecik tu cm ngok ckit, which is funny ^,^ske sgt datang bilik kaco2 org, sroh org study out of nothing hahaha =P I'm going to miss such small detail things sob2 :'(

Random Thought of the day: Challenge Yourself

2010-11-17T10:17:00.000-08:00

I listen to music and study at once so that I can train my brain to work on 2 things at one time.

I turn redhead so that I looks awkward in attempt there's stain on me, which teach me how to look ugly or weird and walk with pride without shame.

Be arrogant as a weapon of self-defense is never a good idea, AT ALL!

Since the acronym normal is abnormal, abnormal IS normal =P

According to Aiman (2010),LADY GAGA isn't pretty but she just know how to look good.

a come-back dream

2010-11-15T03:17:00.000-08:00

I should have packed earlier coz my dad will fetch me just right after I finished my last paper this semester MGT, which is like damn early and I still not contented enough spending my time with my friends. I never wanted to leave my campus that early. It’s very weird of me because aren’t you suppose to be happy to finally get to meet tour family after months away from them?

Well, that’s what happens only until this morning as I woke up from a really strange dream.

I was home and just arrived. Surprisingly some of my pal gave me a visit and I was all freaked out since my house was small and not the modish. Then my mom just cooks some ‘nasi goreng kampung’ as lunch meet breakfast for them. LOL its very funny coz dah la rumah besepah giler2 n mama masak nasi goreng kampong as if the fantasy hardly portray that my family is poor and I’m ashamed of that, which is so not cool. Worse, my friends were just leaving without telling me? As if they were like, “hmm, so that’s the real aizat huh?”

I was so disappointed in them. Then my mom was like, “xpela, jom la kte kemas2 ckit rumah dah alang2 kamu ade ni :),”

Well, the house was pretty small and neat yet still well furnished. Suddenly, it was a hard rain outside, and out of nowhere there’s someone (which was faishal, actually =,^) ringing the bell and asking for shelter. LOL x kesah dengan ikhlasnye I welcomed him. Me and mama treats him so well then apparently the rain was getting harder and there were so many unknown people drop by our house for a warm shelter.

The more people dropped by, asking for hot chocolate the spacious the house turns to. There were like so many people in our house and as if dah jadi pusat petempatan mangsa banjir pulak =P . But, my mom just doesn’t complain but keep them warm instead.

It’s still raining. I don’t know if it was just me (duh, it’s a dream, you idiot. What do you expect?) The house was getting bigger and merrier. I can hardly forget every single inch of the house! It was beautiful. Everyone was chatting and smiling in slow-motion, holding glass of mama’s hot choc, some of them waving at me (in slow-motion again =,=) and thanked my mom for being generous of letting them stay for a while.

Then I realized everyone in the room is my family and friends. The weather turns bright and sunny. Their faces were warm and smiling as if welcoming me home, actually the house itself did too. My sister was sharing some videos at the PC, Nameer, Ujay and other classmates were discussing something at the dining table, my little sister was playing by the kid’s pool with other girls, the elders enjoy some tea and chit chat~ it was a beautiful and pleasing view ever!

Moral of the story~Aizat, ko jangan nak buat pasal x nak balik rumah psl that is not what your family wanted to! They wanted you to be with them and it’s great to have them around. That dream symbolize how happy you can be at home, with your family, but still not forgetting your friends. Because no matter where you are, as long there’s honesty in accepting fate, you’ll bring everyone in your heart and you’ll never be alone. BTW, next lesson is, kita perlulah ikhlas dalam membantu orang laen ek, and don’t even bother how pain it is, because God knows, and He’ll reward you sooner or later, or just right away!

Charlie st Cloud isn't genuine?? [=,=]

2010-11-08T07:57:00.000-08:00

If you haven’t cry like eleven month or something, go ahead, watch Charlie st Cloud! >,< I just can’t look at 2 cute siblings cry as one of them is dead.

Last time I compared Charlie st. Cloud with The Last Song, but actually, it’s more to Raise Your Voice starred by Hilary Duff.

Raise Your Voice is about, chasing your dream in singing career because that’s what you dead brother want. As for Charlie st Cloud, keep on sailing which is your passion even though it’s hurt, since you were doing it all the time with your late brother.

There’re like A LOT of similarities in both movies.
1-Both sneak out at night, then got busted in car crash and the brothers dead. [=,=]
2-Plus, both were hit by a lorry. [=,=]”*

Both leave their passion. Hilary threw away her opportunity for singing scholarship, and Efron abandon his sailing scholarship.

4-Both Hil and Zac were Disney.
5-Both movies can make you cry like SERIOUSLY! (seriously??=,=) Well, yes, if you are soft.

BTW, Charlie st Cloud is so gay, because the entire sex scenes just expose Zac’s muscle instead of Amanda Crew’s boobs. [=,=]”

Plus, Amanda was fully clothed while having sex with the naked Zac?? ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDIN’ ME? [=,=]”””$%^-- I bet he stuck his dick in her asshole.

LOL just some random spicy review after a torturing Macroeconomic paper. Can someone suggest me what should I watch next?

xoxo

Review of the day: It's a rainy day 2

2010-11-02T06:18:00.000-07:00

It's a tough day. Flood, issues, exam, scandal, bla3...It's was a happy day at the beginning, since it was a sunny day, and many people say "Hi!" and morning, aizat!" and I don't even know their name (so I categorized them as my fans,hehe ^,^ SERIOUSLY does Lady Gaga know your name even you're a die-hard fan? =,=)

Here's where the disaster begin, I bumped up with a person who so "Make Me Wanna Die by The Pretty Reckless" (go ahead check the lyrics, then you'll how do I felt) Boooossshhh!!! I was like literally wanna die, having her face airing in head like 24/7! FML...I was like, "ya Allah, bearat beno ko uji aq hari ni," as afterward, bekalan air bersih terputus, my money depleted, ATM machine rosak dll.

Here's the solution! Alhamdulillah, God gave me the light, so I packed my stuff(books) and went to PI and spend my time from zohor to asar. Well, I have issues at my room, the selfish-rommies thingy which is totally annoyed, and everytime I'm annoyed, I'll just turn to Allah, then pufff!! Everything turns fine! XD I spent my maghrib and isyak kat PI gak...memang tenang study kat sane :) Bukan nak poyo and riak, but dengan harapan, para pembaca yang bijak dapat mengambil teladan secara rasional.

Well, since I'm a last-minute-study person, I have to go now! There are still 3 topics I havent recover yet,hehe ciao!

xoxo

2010-10-31T12:37:00.000-07:00

I would like to highlight here that, Aizat bukan nak poyo hebat cakap cmni pasal aizat ni bukannye handsome and cute sgt, but I can't stand like this without knowing what should i do in such circumstance!

Ok,there are like 2 or 3 girls in my life/campus/class/on-earth, which they are already in relationship, sorta after me >,<
------>Damn, I said it already =,=

ewww...bwerk aizat! blah la ko announce kuat2 kt blog kn? sumpah poyo la mamat ni..bbboooo....

Yes, i know..it's just that I don't know how to react! Yes, I'm not that cute, so why are they after me? =,= Am I being punk'd?? HELP ME!

It's a rainy day (it's not about rain at all =,=)

2010-10-31T05:12:00.000-07:00

Inspired from my last post, here's a quote I created myself:

Someone who can hit the bar with, yet can still walk you home, is the person who should you be friend with...

meaning:
I need someone who can be there with me in any circumstances. No matter how hard my life is, no matter how much we get into troubles, no matter how poor I am,..

MOVIES!!!

Gosh, I talked like a homo again =,= Em, let's talk about movies. FYI, I got like bunch of great movies on queue, it's Charlie St Cloud, The Other Guys, Altitude, and the Social Network. To my regular customer,just hand me your thumbdrive if you want them ^^,

Altitude was a great cheap thriller Sci-Fi movie and I rate it 8/10. It plays with our emotion and lots of drama and tense along the storyline[bak kata Yuzwan Alli]since the graphic wasn't as outstanding as Avatar. It's a lil Final Destination mood at the beginning, actually. But hey, it's worth a watch for sci-fi maniac. =P

Charlie St Cloud is a must-watch even I haven't watch it yet =P I reckon it's a lot like The Last Song since the genre is similar plus, the attraction is more to the star in it, Zac Efron( Chalie st Cloud) and Miley Cyrus(The Last Song). This movie as the right choice if you wanna cry for dramas.

The Social Network, hmm, no comment. The sensation was a blast from my friends as well the tabloid. It's a biography movie, which is boring. But since it's Facebook The Movie, why not give it a shot?

No comment for the other guys =,=

not the only one in the world

2010-10-29T12:22:00.000-07:00

Currently listening to Rihanna-Only Girl(I'm kinda prefer if the song is a lil more acoustic)

Knowing that people is actually reading my scratch, i felt blessed and appreciated. LOL I'm kinda have issue about this shit =P

I'm trying to let myself learn how to appreciate people who noticed my existence, who willing to listen my stupid story all night, who can get me drunk but at the same time still don't bother to carry my weight, who willing to accept my flaw,..

because right now, I'm actually chasing those who's actually don't even know that I'm exist, who delete my post on their FB wall, who's shamed to be with me, who gave me tons of hopes but then just dump me,...oh fuck =,=

Urgh!!! sometime I just so mad on them. You wanna play games huh? Well, if it's a Blair-Chuck thingy, I declare war! (ohtidak.com aizat, stop overreact =,= coz that's just awkward...)

This is crazy, I can't even portray it through words. My love issue is crazy thus, I chose to do something and have fun =P LOL I should have study for my final paper as distraction but I'm just too lazy to do so. I felt so envy on my pals who can study like 2-3 hours straight!(yes, that's you, Yuzwan Alli ^,^)

Eenie meenie miney mo LOVA

2010-10-27T12:24:00.000-07:00

written on 26/10/2010

Some says, you don’t step in love, but you fall in them instead. If you step in it, you actually know the ways to get in and out, thus you can also know what is going to happen next. That’s why the Malay prefers with the quote, ‘cinta itu buta’. People just don’t mess with it. Blindly fall in love with someone you met at Paris then eventually get engage the next to month is so dramatic beautiful yet romantic.

When it comes to ‘cinta itu…..oh fuck! I melted with the lova thingy like 30 minutes ago, then Ihsan came in and we chat like hell crazy, I’m done. I’m out of idea already how flowery my mind just now, ROTFLOL as hell as I read the 1st stanza! I was like “say whaaaaatttt???” in Hannah Montana tone ^,+!

Dude! Just tell us what is actually you wanted to say earlier =,=

Alright, actually I do have problem about LOVE but apparently, this love shit is actually bothersome so I thought I should just mess up myself with other bunch of commitment rather than thinking of eenie mini miney mo LOVA JB@Sean stuff. LOVE is crazy man!

Unfair

2010-10-20T09:51:00.000-07:00

I've no idea what kinda person am i? i hate myself when I'm pretty choosy it most everything. I hate to say that I'm a person who loved to put a line or conditions. Sound so diva or demanding. I'm favoritism which at the same time make me treat people differently. That's bullshit, coz at the same time i really do hate such person. Does that mean i hate myself? OMFG, WTH... =,=

LOL u know what, sometime i talk too much until revealing some of my extreme flaw that can bring people hatred. like Hilary Duff said, "some secret should never be told, some secret need to be understood, but sometime, it's dangerous to know,"

Don't mess with my passion

2010-10-19T03:33:00.000-07:00

Hello! ^^, Enough with the intro coz i don't where should i start, so let us just jump to any issue.

Well, as everyone know (if u don't just pretend that you do =,=) speaking in public, brainstorming, arguing (which in appropriate manner and more to expanding ideas), debating, bla3, and all that shit are MY PASSION. Well, some of you guys might have modeling, writing, smoking, thinking etc as your passion, hell I respect your interest.

What if someone mess with your passion/interest when you are passionately doing it. Every time it occurred to me, I was like 'hell whatta F are u doin, messin with my stuff?'

There was a presentation, I was asking a question, which I'm really forward to get a really brilliant answer from Aiman (he's a great thinker and speaker). Then, someone random guy just proving that he's an idiot for emotionally answer it as if I'm insulting him with such heavy question. I don't mind if wanna shame urself, but don't you drag me into your hell, for cheese sake! I hate to be embarrassed by an idiot, coz it's damn insulting. =,= I just wanted an answer. A smart and acceptable one. Not some in-biodegradable trash word...

as for now, i don't...should i hate him forever? ewww... =,=

I'm Sick

2010-10-15T02:00:00.000-07:00

I’m sick (ill) and I accept that fact. Some people just hiding their ass,pretend that they’re not just because they wanna make themselves feel better. Hiding their illness, pretend that everything was fine.

Well, as for me, if I’m ill, I’ll let people know. Yes, I’m begging/wanting for attention. It’s not that I’m a selfish whore, it’s just that I won’t people to end up just knowing that I’m sick just after I’m dead coz that worse.

I’m using my illness for exception doesn’t mean I’m a cheater, I’m accepting the fate, and people should know that. But this had just drive some people to come with thought of I’m a liar. I’m not one; it’s just you that naive.

DIIA Dinner part-3 2010

2010-10-09T23:31:00.000-07:00

DATE: 10/10/10 Well,last night performance was a mess, but hey, i have a great time with aiman n yaya well, include d faishal too...i mean when we rehearse it was da bomb but when it comes to the real show, the mic turn out too loud, for the guitar so it wasn't as smash hit as expected.. We did the mash up of u're beautiful n love the way u lie..Seriously, our vocal was outstanding (lol aizat stop bragging urself) but i can't pretend that i'm not dissapointed with technical problem coz when it comes to other group performance, thing turn out jz fine,...aizat,ENOUGH! It was still memorable night after all when papa dean won the crown of king of the night. It's real funny coz he jz dressed up as a mamak kt kedai kopi or looks alike ceti coz he got some white line on his forehead..1malaysia sgt sume org nye outfit.

it's papa dean, the king of the night, and piqa boo

we named it The Reckless Gent. from left, faishal, aizat, yaya and aiman. poyo je kn, 1st debut was the You're Beautiful+Love The Way You Lie, i was thinking to play in the future some of the song that i wrote , perhaps =P

CLUMSY

2010-10-03T22:27:00.000-07:00

It funny when my pals like Echa, Nad, GG, (well, azri, yuzwan, bella n my other classmates are exceptions since they are sorta close to me literally n virtually) [which are not so close to me since we just talk about debate stuff for lunch-talk] said a lot about my blog! We met last night and they diss on me like hell about my blog post, which is funny LOL ^^,

I was like,

they really do read it, huh?

Because I never bother to leakage some full name which should not been spoken like Syafiq Shuhaimi, Akim Klate, Faiz Azraai,Bella Wong, and other controversial names (oops, i farted out their name already =,=) Plus, I don't think my blog is that popular, and those names couldn't possibly or never gonna drop my humble blog, for nak-dapat-kolej-next-sem sake! =,=

Aizat,

from now on, you need to be sensitive on issues, names, bla3 that you wish to post, clear?!

Oh, BTW, speak of E,N & GG, last night debate talk was a hotta issue~AIZAT STOP! IT'S A FORBIDDEN TOPIC! DIDN'T U'D MENTION it JUST NOW, be careful with what story do u wish to talk here? CAREFUL!!! =,=

ow2, and BTW, yesterday DIIA Sport Day was a blast and I don't wanna talk about it..xoxo

Which one is me? well, just look for the skinniest guy and that's me

2010-10-01T05:46:00.000-07:00

Just one of my favorite picture ever :)

Review of the day- i'm madly in love

2010-09-28T10:14:00.000-07:00

STORY 1.

I need people to tell me precisely of what is happening. Either it's true or not, it's n0t counted. Bcoz, i hate to play riddle! Stop dancing in the dark! Stop telling stuff 0n the surface! Coz that's ann0ying...trust me. It's like, how much is the price-ow n0t as expensive as urs, where are u? -just s0mewhere.

STORY 2.

This is stupid...i can't stop thinking of u. The m0ment i cought u staring at me, u jz give hope..but apparently, u are out of my sight. Don't u ever give me hope u couldn't bear to be with me..again, u are playing with riddle,which i hate m0st! I wish ur face just fade away ASAP coz i can't see any future for us two.

S0metime i run, s0metime i hide. S0metime i'm scare of u. But all i really want is to hold u tight....

OM effie G! Aizat cut it out!!! These shit are so n0t ur stuff! Ewww! >,<

Apolagize

2010-09-27T09:42:00.000-07:00

I hurt myself in a way that it's impossible for a person to get hurt. There are like thousand of obligation but I couldn't commit even one. I ignore everyone around me! It's not that I'm selfish, it's just that I'm busy sorting shits in my mind.

I'm a person who, when I ignore you, afterward, I'll regret that I'm actually don't bother to even carve a little smile.

Even, he or she don't really mind, I felt terrible of myself!I'm sucha douche =,=

Apolagize to=ain, faez, faiz, faiz (byk sgt faiz yg aq kenal =,=) syahir, Ron, Yuzwan. And not to mention, my crush, Archibald for not trying to put a start, i got your signal hon.

Lo Que Soy

2010-09-26T02:01:00.000-07:00

Aku memang, seorang yang bodoh, tak adil,malas , kejam, pemalas...

Bodoh: tak reti nak mengurus mase..dah la bodoh malas nak study =,=
tak adil: there’s a girl who wanted to hook up with me but I ignore her
malas: bodoh, pagi2 bangun bukan nak kemas katil..x reti2 nk lipat selimut tuh elok2?!
Kejam: well, I am Blair Waldorf without boobs.
Pemalas: I adore the word “lazy”.

2010-09-22T05:00:00.000-07:00

What do you think of my blog?

Let me know your thought ^^,

p/s~the honest guy in my SPS post was Nur Ihsan ^,+

SPS: Skinny Pants Syndrom

2010-09-21T11:28:00.000-07:00

Today I was experimenting with my sense of fashion where I put on extreme skinny jeans which horribly reveal that I’m the thinnest guy ever!

The first class period, as I walked in, Fiqa Sudei was like “wow aizat, you are so skinny =,=” Then I was like, “well, I’m a Slim World model”.

I kept on asking people on, how do I look in this pant? Everyone was like, “Dude, you look just fine laa..” “Normal la, ala2 indie looks gitu”

OMG, Ujay just called me frantically asked me about the VOC!!! (wow =,=)

Back to the story,
I asked almost everyone on how do I look today, (no offense) but I can sense the hypocritsm and everyone was like not telling the truth (nak jage hati, I understand, which is sweet). But, what if I’m actually overconfident that I’m looking good? Bak kate Yuzwan “Confident jer , aizat….”

Because the moment I step out of my room the Evil Aizat told me “Aizat, you look ugly in those pant =,=” then the real me was like,” It’s okay, I’m experimenting”

But there’s a guy who have the value of honesty which I’m extremely glad and appreciate when he said,

“Dude, you looks damn ugly in that skinny pants. You are as skinny as hell and now you wanna do some added value to your size of waist? Plus you are technically catwalk-ing and people might misunderstand, you are such a gay. If I'm not your friend, I would have said that you are gay, then =P ”

Well, it sound harsh but at least he had just manage to convince me not to wear it twice. Plus he gave me some tips how to pick the sizes if I still wanna go ghettoly-skinny.
What if everyone said I looks good, and I kept on wearing those jeans every weeks, people must be pissed, just like Boboy with his Rihanna haircut; no one even bother to brag him, yet everyone is still keep on hating him, which is unfair.

Do you get my point??? =P A good friend is the one who willing to tell ya that you smell like shit ^,+

Here we go again!

2010-09-19T10:00:00.000-07:00

I'm back! U can't back down aizat! this is serious! u can't pretend it's not happening! oh well, back to learning ^^,

I wish

2010-09-15T10:48:00.000-07:00

~listening to I wish by Hilary Duff

This is not Duff's lyrics =,=

I wish i can express thingy through songs and sonet
I wish i can help everyone

I wish i'm talented (like Bieber)
I wish i'm a genius and famous (like Gaga)

I wish for a miracle
I wish for a second chance
I wish for a perfect life

I wish I wish I wish...

Review of the day: Perlukah Raya yang bermakna? =,=

2010-09-13T08:15:00.000-07:00

GOSH did my damn cranium just cracked? Coz Yuzwan and me had just perah otak bwt MGT website project cam nk gilerr jerr..Che3, poyo jerr pgi mcD bwt assignment kn, pastu dahla bump up dengan budak2 kampung I and old mates LOL!

SERIOUSLY, I terribly wanna finish everything by tonight, but even for the first point (Brief explanation of our service and agency) took us like 1 30 minutes just for a single damn point?? =,= Well, at least nearly 75% of the draft is done kn Aizat? Better Something than Nothing! ( i put that quote on my study desk, kt arau =P It's not a good quote coz it just sooth you down and my lead to over-comfort feeling. But it still works for motivation,though, hehe)

ENOUGH WITH THE QUOTE AIZAT!!!

Without shame, I would like to say that, this is my first time hangout until late night (which i consider 10.30pm and above) without my parent. I know, so yesterday =,=

Just glad that my parent never set a curfew since I'm not the kind of child yang keluar malam =P (baik kan saya? ^^, kiddin') Hehe harap2 abah x marah I balik lewat. Besides, it's not that I'm out berpoye2 but finish my MGT project instead.

i don't really enjoy this raya after all ='{ my opah is sick..she's suffering for stroke..n smalam die jatoh..nyaris2 timpe our new born syasha...sume glabah -,- it's not that i'm blaming her, but raya is not about fun and duit raya anymore..more to the responsibility n value of life macam dlm drama2 raye tuh =P

What Makes Bella a Celeb? well, here's the answer =,^

2010-09-10T21:43:00.000-07:00

>I can't write an essay, but here's a post as the answer =P

~listening to Kei$ha tik tok (which is so yesterday =,=)

________________________(^,^)________________________

*iklan jap

2nd day of Eid~wake up in the morning feelin' like P Diddy, grab my glasses, I'm out the door.....eh, mne sume org??

moral of the story: don't watch GG until late night at 1st night of Eid =,=

________________________(^,^)________________________

Bosan raye sorang2 kt rumah so saje2 blogwalking,hehe(bak kate Moon kn?^^) Hey, look what I found.

Well Bella, I can't write a darn long essay (which konon2nye assignment =P) psl xde mood (raya sorang2 kt rumah =,=) but you know what,

you are in my Favorite Girls top-list, plus everybody love you and everybody hates you. That's what make you a celeb hon! Just like Paris and Bieber. Everybody loves and hates 'em right>? ohohoho ^^, But both contribute a lot which make people jealous on them, and same goes with you, tho...

Hey, feel free to drop by her blog, it's TAX-FREE.

entry raye kot =P

2010-09-09T11:00:00.000-07:00

Even I'm not that exited (i don't know why, coz I'm all grown up kot, & I miss the feeling of nak ronda satu kampung kutip duit raye ^^) [SERIOUSLY AIZAT =,=! don't be sucha emo nostalgic motherf****r], but hmm,... =,= may all of you have a Happy and blessed Eid-ul-Fitr.

Why do i LOVE to sleep? SERIOUSLY! =,=

2010-09-08T22:47:00.000-07:00

This is jz a random post fr0m ma fon so don't complain with the shortform =,=

Since i got home last weekend, i'm a sleepyhead cz i only sleep at most on 3am and will only wake up by zohor. GOSH, this is so not good! Hello, aizat! Ko x puase ke? Dahla hri the last day of ramadhan for god sake!Yep, of coz i do, bt n0t that passionate as compared to the previous Ramadhan. I suppose it have to even better from year to year. =,=

Girl, i jz love to sleep, like HELL YEAH! U kn0w why? Cz my dream jz keep rolling like a blockbuster movies and i'm in it! Ohoohoho, yes i kn0w,girl. I met lots of star too! Yesterday i was with hilary duff, n the other day i went to hogwart! Bt today ws a lil disaster cz i was at a seminar with that em0 Bieber m0thafucka, (rupe2nye my brother tgh listen to MyWorld 2.0 loudly =,=) bt hey, B.W kissed me n i hit the stage for a duet with Katy Perry sang the I Kissed a Girl at California! Wohoo! (m0re power to the WoHöo!)

I kn0w, it's cool! I never dreamed ordinary stuff! And with that, i solemnly tell ya i jz LOVE to sleep!!

Full Report balik rumah!!! (not really =,=)

2010-09-06T15:14:00.000-07:00

first of all, it's the 3rd day already I'm home, and it's a must for me to write the full report as I got home!!!

Things gone crazy and I don't wanna talk about it. But here's one of 'em. =P

Iklan jap:

Just now Faiz asked for Nad's blog address (opss, should I mention this or it suppose to be a not-suppose-to-mention thingy? =P )then I was la nah, go ahead, I Walk You Craw, was a damn hot quote! (Probably Aiman would love it, he's a quote monster).

Then, I realized that I posted some random shit about him, and I was like,"Aizat, cpt2 hide post tu!!!which was "Thailand is a no go :(" Bcoz of coz Nad's Blog would lead to mine, plus there's a Nad's link at my blog, people could try to find it at any possible place. Then I rushed to the dashboard and hit the 'SAVE NOW ' button, fuhhhh... lega.

But, oopss, too late, kantoi gak as Faiz responded to my bloody post..Gosh, this is embarrassing and lame., sumpah malu n cm vodoh jjaa huagaga =P

ENOUGH!!!!

Back to report!

Baju Raya.
It's maroon this year and Mama had bought me a maroon baju melayu. Well, I'm so relieved that my taste had just downgraded since I don't mind of shopped around the Tanjung Rambutan rather than hit the Ipoh Parade or J.Jusco, coz surely it'll cost me like 3 times over there. Well, trust me, Tanjung Rambutan sounds, ewww, and Whatta?, but SERIOUSLY, it's like you fool around the mini Padang Besar la jgk...Duh, barang celup! =P Well, of coz original is better, I'm saving, and I loike it. ^^, nk didik my frame of mind not to put a high demand, coz surely I'll drain, If I do =,=

Share
Well, to any s60v5 users, I just wanna share something. Well, I'm using a cheap Symbian phone which is the Xpress Music 5530, and the appearance is pretty lame =,= (Boooo...)Then I found this software, the SPB Shell shit. It's a great tool and everything is well integrated with your Symbian. Check this out!

Try it and it works on mine! ^^,

Preparation.
Hmmm, not much preparation. No new curtain, no homemade cookies. Everything are just the same as last year except we just rearrange the furniture and wash the curtain and stuff. Nah, I don't really mind or obsessed on having all new thingy during Eid as shown on TV =P. Pasal, nti confirm sibuk gilerr kat rumah pah nti pasal kami raye kt rumah pah je or kampung kt lenggong. Balik rumah just nk tidur je, hotel sgt kn? ohohohoho ^^

Healthiness
I caught on fever as I got home. Hmm, perhaps, the Arau and Ipoh atmosphere are extremely different, my body is accommodating, then this is the side effect. Hidung ni dah mcm air terjun jerr... =,=

Someone Stalk Me (=,=)"

2010-09-03T22:32:00.000-07:00

hmm..i know it sounds weird, but there's a guy who kinda look/stare/stalk or (i don't know whatever u call it) at me. Our sight jz kept on clashed like everytime we bump up..he'll look at me like everytime! His sight wasn't hatre bt sorta curious instead. I don't wth do u want dude? Seriously =,=

I'm expecting for bitches to check me out n0t dudes, urgh....

Well,luckily,the guy is meor's friend and he is the malay version of Chace Crowford,which is cute,bt his kelantan accent is too strong, which is 'hmm-okay-=,='

Is he gay? Well even if he do,i don't mind of get to kn0w him. But i teribly hope that Allah could manage to meet us in a non-gay-way like at mosque or taaruf or something =P

Aizat mmg jahat..nk tmbah die pnye hot-people-list collection la tu =,=

Am I hot,nway? (kjadah ko aizat dh mereng ke pgi2 bute cm ni? Bodoh..)

Thailand is a no-go ='(

2010-09-01T12:25:00.000-07:00

WARNING!!! Don't read this post coz If you don't get pissed, you'll get bored to death then, reading my stupid scratch of the day...

Emm, should I blog this shit? coz just now I was so emotional and I'm all distracted, but then Aiman gave the 3 seasons of Gossip Girl, then I soothed down a lil bit, thanks dude =P (eww, dude+GG??)

I don't really put a sky high expectation of going to Thailand for the seminar thingy, SERIOUSLY! I was happy for Aiman as he got selected. After the Finance test (I was toast, x study pown =,=) we went to the LT4, Aiman ajak teman. Echa texted, those who were selected was Aiman, Echa, Nad, Nazmi (=,=), and The Other Guy (TOG).

OMK!!! What a surprising when TOG was my old friend aka my 1st rank rival =,=. Classic, I know...

It was crazy since, it's him. Dah balik bilik tu ondaway nak naek bilik I was like emotionally unstable sgt. Dengan assignment CTU, term paper BEL (sakit kot nk stretch from 1000+ words to 700 =,=)...sampai 1st floor, trgelak sorg2 (coz cm funny sgt ape yg jdi hri ni), smpai 2nd I started to dance, smpai top floor dh moaning cm orang gilerr...masuk bilik I put my face in pillow and do my voice routine. TheN I spitted out everything to Yuzwan about what happened, and he was like, OMG, OMK, Ohtidak.com, WTF, FML, LOL...

If I knew it was Faiz Azraai, I would never join Aiman for the Thailand thingy meeting. Dahla x selected, meggedik plak join meeting deorg kn. Aizat, ko ni x malu sangat!!! Bodoh btol la...

If it wasn't Faiz, TRUST ME THIS POST WOULD NEVER EXIST. It's not that I hate him. It's just that I feel inferior of trying to compete with someone as perfect as him.

SERIOUSLY, he is so cool in class of his own. I just LOVE his stuff, and his accessories. He’s got the accent and he’s a handsome guy too (I’m saying this in a total non-gay way,okay!). Perhaps those who are selected meet the criteria of need to be a good-looking one and those who can mingle around kot =,= (bodohnye aizat assumption ko)

Besides, I don’t even know why should I be selected? I got no accent, apah contribution pon cm haram jerr..I x pgi Kenyalang Open, x pgi wakil mne2 competion luar UiTM pown...I’m useless kot.

But I terribly wanna go abroad (even get to over the sea pon cm dh syiok coz x penah pon =P )!!!

But one thing, I reckon Raihan should get the place cz she’s really committed even for the audition. She went for research and that obviously she can meet any further obligation to the team, I suppose, hmmm...

Review of the day: IMAM vs. the devil in me

2010-08-29T11:51:00.000-07:00

I have no idea why do I join this club at first place. It’s a good club but the devil in me started to rebel and drag me to hell, not to open my soul for it. I started to feel annoy when the mosque turn on the nasyid loudly like 24 hours!

But in my defense, it’s even like 2.30 in the MORNING! Isn’t it a waste of electricity? How can you confirm by doing such thing people will to come to PI? Perhaps yes, but to smash the speaker instead =,=

One more thing, I’m totally disagreed with the idea of ‘kad solat’(recording student’s attendance to mosque). Plus, they are making it as the benchmark to judge students whether we can get to stay in college or net next semester. SERIOUSLY, you had just abuse the institution of solah itself as the holy order from God by using it as a tool on some random stuff like college thingy? This will just put the student in miss-concept of sincerity to God.

Well, congratulation. I’m going to the mosque in the name of college obligation.

Hmm ...wait. I suppose it have to be like this.

I’m going to the mosque to pray lillahi taala, instead.

Some people said, it’s okay because it’s one of the learning processes. But I took it as a scandal.

PARIS sovereignty

2010-08-27T08:16:00.000-07:00

Firstly, Hilton has incredibly made her career as a media personality. She brilliantly makes her first move by doing several cameo appearances as a kick start in film industry. Some of them are Zoolander, Wonderland and The Cat in the Hat. These movies are not good for nothing but give mutual benefit to both Hilton and the movie itself, since the power of Hilton is actually create an interesting point in the movie where everyone would curious to have a look. As the consequences, this had brought the attention of other producer to feature her in their films such as New Lives, Raising Helen, The Hillz and not to mention, House of Wax. In addition, her roles as Paige Edward in House of Wax won the Teen Choice Award for “Best Scream” and earn her a nomination for “Choice Breakout Performance-Female”. No wonder she got the honor since most critics has responded positively to her performance in films.

Her success in House of Wax was again repeated in Repo! The Genetic Opera. Hilton had been refused to audition for the role Ember Sweet, but everyone in the audition room was charmed immediately as she enters (Bousman, 2008).

Instead of her brutal appearance in House of Wax and Repo! The Genetic Opera, her cuteness can notably spotted with her skinny ex-BFF co starred, Nicole Richie in reality series, The Simple Life for 5 seasons. Besides, her popularity and talent had drag her to be invited as a guest-star in bunch of popular TV show like The O.C., The George Lopez Show, Las Vegas, and even Veronica Mars. Furthermore, her prettiness was spotted in several music videos, including ‘It Girl’ by John Oats and also ‘Just Lose It’ by Eminem.

Rather than stay cute, Hilton had back with her semi-cameo appearance in the bloody horror TV-show, Supernatural season 5. Humorously, she played a demotic creature which takes the form of Paris Hilton herself!

Supernatural Season 5 Fallen Idol

Besides, she also has known as a recording artist, joining the other singer-actress celebrity like Lopez, and Duff. She is not as blind as the stars, jumping to singing career out of sudden; the move was made seriously and passionately by Hilton. According to Bausman (2008, as cited in Powers, 2008) said, "We gave her some music and said, 'You have one day to come back and perform this.' She came back the next day, memorized everything, was pitch-perfect, I mean she was awesome”.

As the founder of Heiress Record, which is the sub-label of Warner Bros Record, Hilton had intensely collaborate with the famous Lil Jon, which is Usher’s producer hit song “Yeah!” to produce her self-titled album, Paris. Hilton is just so sexy and Jon had just managed to capture her sexiness on a record which is why she could easily sell a million quick. There was no surprise that the album reached no. 6 on the Billboard 200 for a week.

Well, that is not good enough to verify the Paris quality since Stars Are Blind never hit the first place. But the fact that the single had managed to reach top 10 in more than 17 countries including Malaysia’s country chart is actually a good indication.
Anyhow, a sudden change in path might drive the public jump to a conclusion that her new album will be just another amateur low quality album; but guess what, The album, Paris, had been commented as more fun than anything released by Britney Spears or Jessica Simpson and a lot fresher too ( Allmusic, 2006).

Moreover, entrepreneurship is also one of Hilton’s preferred careers. The heir is a genius in expanding her name and empire. She did some small favor for Amazon.com in making jewelry line. Then, it is appeared that her pieces were in the top 20 out of 100,000 items at Amazon.com. Plus, she also helps the Japanese label, Samantha Thavasa in designing collection of purses in contributing her creativity in fashion world.
In December, with Fred Khalilian, a Florida-based businessman who made his fortune in the fitness world, Ms. Hilton opened Club Paris in Orlando. She plans to open another outpost in Miami in August and another in Las Vegas on New Year's Eve. Mr. Khalilian splits the profits with Ms. Hilton and reportedly paid her seven figures to join forces.

On top of that, a fitness club, Club Paris was opened by Hilton which again works in partnership with Fred Khalilian, a Florida-based fitness world businessman, in Orlando. Another couple of outpost was planned to be opened at Miami and Last Vegas as Khalilian agreed to split the profits. It was reported that seven figures bucks is paid to Paris to join the forces (Hilton, 2004 as cited in New York’s Times, 2005).

As she sold millions copy of album and appear in bunch of smash hits movies in the entertainment industry, the fans are charmed with her fame and started to become her customer then. No matter how many perfume did she made, people will buy them. Both men and women are in her target as she started her perfume line through Parlux Fragrances since 2004. Since 2004 until now, Hilton is very passionate in creating her own fragrances by mixing a great deal kind of floral basis. Some of them are Just Me, Heiress / Heir, Can Can, Fairy Dust; and the latest was Siren which was put up for sale since summer 2009. Plus, she is still working on her new fragrance, Marilyn Monroe which is coming this 2010.

Emotional

2010-08-26T05:14:00.000-07:00

I was a lil poignant today for nothing. Exceedingly emotional particularly when it comes to financing a.k.a. money thingy since I’m in shortage currently.

Just now, there were like 30 minutes to kill before the MGT class, then Ujay spoke something about thieving some motorcycle spare part and stuff, to Meor (since yesterday meor’s bike crashed in an accident)

Then Meor was like, “taknak la, aq kalo barang2 motor ni xnk curi, x nmpak mase depan bai, ohoho, kalo accident mati katak je”,

Me; “xde maknenye, ape2 barang kalo curi pon xde mase depan”

pastu Ujay menyampuk, “ala, dlu aq kebas deodorant, and pncuci muke =P”

me; “kan dah kne jerawat batu sbijik kat muke aritu, memang xde mase depan pon kalo mcuri! =,=”

Deorang pon cam sentap! Long pause…then I went away from the group. They were in jokes tone but I was like a father scolding his son. GOSH FML. Sorry, I didn’t mean it that way. Period kot hri ni, oops.. =P

I'm In Shortage

2010-08-24T22:54:00.000-07:00

I'm in a slight extreme money crisis coz I don't even hold a single penny for today's juadah berbuka. Plus I'm in need of another RM100++ instead, GOSH how disaster is that =,=

I owe Meor 20 bucks for broadband, well, it might sound unnecessary but I took it as an exception =P

Here's the demands

RM25 JC
RM20 Dinner fee
RM20 Electrical appliance sticker
RM10 Sport Day
RM30++ Juadah berbuka for a week

I got money in some bank accounts but I'll need to queue for an hour at BIMB, my cash in Maybank is less than RM50 so I can't cash 'em out, BSN had been out of service like 3 days, RHB; there's no RHB Bank ATM in UiTM Perlis =,= besides, there's only 20 bucks in there, duhh..

Plus, my phone is broken! Sucha a DISASTER!!! Seriously, my asset is downgraded from SE W995 to XpressMusic 5530, to SE610i =,= FML.

p/s~Hmmm, ujian Ramadhan tahun ni memang mencabar.

Pegi Bazaar

2010-08-24T11:43:00.000-07:00

It’s quite and ages after the last post huh? Boring. Same thing everyday. Same food, same people, same routine. Well, since nothing seems interesting, my favorite part is when I shop around the bazaar. Every time my roommates, ihsan and me hit the bazaar; I always expected to meet my friends, coz that’s our mutual spot. Usually, I’ll bump up with my ex-roommates, my course mates, debate teammates (I bump up with Echa once! ^^ plus teribly wanna meet Nad and bazaar!) (Many times with Zul, but just noticed him from far with his bitches), the celebrity (Bella), scandals (oops…), SE, cutie pies and more!

Well, my favorite menu is the nasi ekonomi which just cost me like RM2.50 and below! Minimum, I’ll spend RM3.50 per meal for break the fast. Pretty neat budget huh? ^^ But as for today, suddenly the caramel pudding just wildly drag me to buy them a piece, aww…I’m terribly missing mama’s caramel! Nak cepat2 balik rumah!!!

MY BOYFRIEND(s)

2010-08-15T21:06:00.000-07:00

Status Quo:
It's awkwardly bizarre coz I'm quite overly concern about my boyfriends, rather than flirting the bitches. I was like "dude, u're fuckin gay =,= "

Actually:
Lemme get this straight. When, I'm checking out the chicks, they said, I'm a buaya darat, gatal meghela or whatever u called it. When i just hooked up with the guys, they was like,that's so gay.

POSITIVELY, by staying away from chicks could possibly lessen the probability of getting involve in ZINA. My boyfriends? Duh, they are just bunch of straights and I called it as UKHWAH. =,=

Even Rasulullah SAW slept on Abu Bakr's lap, and the most touching part is when Abu Bakr got stung by a scorpion and he's barely hold it try not to wake Muhammad SAW up, until his tears dropped on Muhammad's face. AAaawwww, how sweet!Can't you see how much he love Muhammad as a sahabat/anak menantu?

Plus, I'm not sure whether it's a hadith or firman Allah, mentioned something like this; "kasihilah saudaramu/sahabatmu melebihi kasih pada dirimu sendiri.."

I'm still seeking for this kind of boyfriends;

sabda Rasulullah,

sahabat itu ialah…seseorg yg apabila kamu memandangnya, kamu t’ingt akn Allah SWT, apabila kamu m’dgr p’cakapannya, pengetahuan kamu ttg islam bertmbah, apabila kamu melihat tingkah lakunya, kamu teringt kehidupan akhirat….

Well, my favorite pals got those characteristics, but just partially la, coz we still just love to poye2 hehe =P

So, how's yours?

;)

p/s~oops, ade pic Ihsan jew, fine sebut gak name yg laen karang terase =P Faez, Merul, papa dean, RUSH-d, bla3... ^^

Ramadhan 2010

2010-08-14T10:47:00.000-07:00

It's been a while I haven't post anything, plus it's Ramadhan and there's no post celebrating it?

Hmm, I have no idea what to share. I was too tired mentally since there are like thousand of commitment currently. Hmmm, there's something crossed in my mind.

Major Clash: New Year Eve vs Ramadhan

It's a must for people including muslim to set a new target/wish/azam or whatever you call it.But why won't people set their new target during Ramadhan?

Why Ramadhan? This is because it is the month where those bloody devil is tied and dragged to hell, and the doors of heaven is widely open, which mean, there's bless from Allah and if you wanted to make a paradigm shift, Allah will always be there for you.

Is there any favor from above which can support your wishes during new year eve? Think again. Don't be shy and doubt to make any changes in this holy month Ramadhan.

Selamat menjalani ibadah puasa :)

Review of the Day: Inspired by?

2010-08-04T09:42:00.000-07:00

GOSH I terribly wanna squeeze all the words of memory in my brain and write it here but I spent like ages to write 'em out, SERIOUSLY =.=

thinking...
recap...

FASHION
Got it! Well, I love it when I'm inspiring people. Honestly, if I'm saying this, some people might say, "duh, I'm wearing/doing it because I like it, not because of you". That's what happening in hell, people just too arrogant to admit others' power. SERIOUSLY, I'm the first-mover then who the hell that you're copying from like SERIOUSLY? =,= We can't run away from the environmental influences which including friends, family or even celebrities.

MUSIC
I can't lie about my step is actually synced with the beep of the music LOL! I love to listen to Boom Boom Pow, Bottle Pop, Party People, Rude Boy or even ANTM theme song by Tyra and walk. Some said it's a catwalk. But I call it walk with confident. =P

I Have a Bad Day + love Emma!

2010-07-31T10:54:00.000-07:00

Even I got some hot stuff in my room last night, that doesn't mean i can have a pleasant next day. It's a lot like Hermoine in her pink dress in HP Goblet of Fire.

SORRY KALO ADE YG TERASE, but early today, I was bored to death then I text-ed Meor "where the hell are you, man?" then he "I'm at 'rumah sewa' and we wanna hit the bowling alley, wanna join?" then I was like, "duh, hell yes!"

Well, let's make it short, I have to wait like 2 hour until everyone is ready. Well, it's pissed, but I can't just yell at them, that's rude which is totally apposite my principle. I arrived kt rumah deorg cm dlm kol 12.30pm but then it was almost 3pm and I'm still waiting? =.=

Besides, time I smpai tu xde sape2 pon ckp psl nk maen bowling, as if nobody's going. Then after like 1 hour, someone asked, "Aizat, ko nk pgi maen bowling ke?" then dlm hati ni "duh, then WTH i'm doing here, waiting u guys like many hours?" sengal kn?

PASTU Aizat pon touching la...
Naseb baek, ade Fasihal, then I just asked him to bring me home aka back to college. I apologize them psl x dpt join, itupon rupe2 nye dah ade yg blah dlu awal2 dh, coz I thought we're suppose to go out together (like they always did, we're all in this together, lmbat pgi kelas pon, we're all in this together gak kn?)

Then, Nad called me said we've a debate training. Well, the freshmen was hopeless, which is as the way I was previously, but I believe they'll shine soon =) At least, the debate thingy kinda distract me to forget the rubbish happened awal2 pgi tdi..

BTW, I'm totally adore Emma. She's just adorable.

It's Emma and her brother Alex starring in the Burberry Spring/Summer 2010 campaign.

Aren't they cute? ^^

Review of the Month

2010-07-29T17:11:00.000-07:00

OMFG, it's been a while I haven't post stuff. Hmmm, let see....There are quite a lot major things happened lately like, Debate Demo, Ustazah Bahyah visit my campus, went to Big Field aka Padang Besar, my phone's broken, bla3, etc yada3...Last post I speak of debate stuff, so perhaps just skip that part first..But hey, nk jugak ckp yg I'm quite exited for having like dozen of freshmen debater. They aren't that good but I believe they might even do better than us, seniors... =P

Nur Salam Campaign

I love the fact that there are lot's of new thing I had learn from ustzh Bahyah. I hardly force myself not to attend her speech just because of she's a media personality, celebrity and all that thingy, but in the name of ibadah instead. ALHAMDULILLAH sgt2! Byk giler mnde2 yg ustazah share. She talk about the fadhilat of salam. There are like 16 of them. The most interesting part was when she told us about her meeting with Sultan Pahang as she was awarded the Dato' title.

I hope people not just love her charismatic, but the knowledge which she deliver as well.

Well, she said, she was thankful and happily shock as she got the news, but suddenly panic coz nak sembah sultan nti of coz kne salam kn? Brilliantly, she took the lesson of Raihan's case. Previously the Queen Elizabeth wanted to meet the International Malaysian nasyid troupe, Raihan. Well as for us Muslim, it's forbidden to get in touch contact with non-mahram. The Raihan had chose to wear glove as they met the Queen, and she's just cool about it and respect Raihan's decision. =)

And so did ustazah. SHe brought like 2 gloves. Black and skin-tone color. She prefer to wear the skin-tone color but ntah la tibe2 Allah nak uji, terkoyak plak glove skin-tone color tu...If possible she won't wear the black one, coz x nak obvious sgt, aka nk jage hati sultan plus menjaga maslahat setempat. Tpi demi Allah, ustzah gagah je pakai glove hitam ohohoho =P Ape lgi, afterward, mmg kne mark r dgn sultan. But she told sultan that,

"Patik ni banyak involve dlm events so wuduk tu nk kne jage, =) "
"ow, kalo camtuh, beta pon kena ade wuduk jgk la lepas ni =P "

I'm totally impress on how did she manage to handle both hablu minallah wa hablu minannas perfectly without hurting both side. She had just proved to me that there's nothing impossible in Islam as long you're doing it in the name of Allah dan laksanakannya dgn penuh berhikmah.

Big Field

Not much to say, but I'm a douche when it comes to allocate money. So, I quite reluctant to join meor, ujay n burb hit the big field. haha tpi last2 pgi jgk =P I'm so jelous on Ujay coz he have a really high buyer power. Well, I bet it's too much/rich (which is cool =P) for a kid like him to have his own Honda City (tatau la luuxury car ke tuh but cm blei blah gk la kot, aq kn org miskin tatau la kete mahal2 ni =p) but hey, can you stop doing that aizat, don't let yourself obey to the power of WooHoo, oops..i mean money! (pengaruh maen Sims3 ^^)

Sayonara Bebeh(my SE W995) :'(

Tetibe jer screen jdi cam TV rosak. Nak repair cm more expensive as compared to the prize as I trade it with a new phone n add up couples of bucks. So downgrade phone from SE W995 to Nokia Xpress Music 5530. Sedey coz the connectivity of xm5530 is quite limited since there's no 3g. Well, i cheer myself up with it cool sleeky wide touch screen and the WiFi feature, and it work =P But x dpt nk curi browse web time class except for block C jerr coz kt situ jerr ade wifi =.= SERIOUSLY, mengapakah UiTM begini? Ble demand for facility for reputaition establishment, di katanya kami melayu lupa diri. hmmm, lu pikir la sndiri..SERIOUSLY, aku akur dgn akta 174 but, bile 'mereka' misuse and berlindung under akta 174, that is just abusive to us.

DEMO DEBATE demo? ^,^

2010-07-20T09:23:00.000-07:00

Tonight was a blast! I enjoy the debate since the motion was totally my stuff. This house believe that Malaysian Artiste are like sitting ducks. Me and my teammates did a great job as the apposition. I dig out lots of fact on this motion and I'd just happily spit 'em out just now, I'm happy with my performance tonight.Congratulation to Raihan as the best speaker of the night =D Thanks to Echa for guiding us the english debate teams even there're only 9 of us. That's not a mature relevant reason for us to stop. SERIOUSLY!

To all debater-mates! Let's bring Arau's name to the top! I'm so passionate about this!

p/s~I can't wait for AGM tomorrow...terribly wanna meet our new freshmen debaters! ^^

WTF of the day =,=

2010-07-19T09:42:00.000-07:00

FUCK ME some idiot did flag my post...I've no idea why does in need to be band. Well, Blogger did personally email me saying that this article (in the box below) said that it just contradicted withe DMCE Policy. For fucker sake, there are like thousand of porn gay-lesbo blog in the net, SERIOUSLY =,=

WARNING
SERIOUSLY, this is one sad entry, coz I'm crying and typing. So, don't mess with me with some stupid comment of "you're so gay", or"seriously, whatta fuck dude?". If you do, get a life n go to hell :)

Here’s a stupid metaphor: What if you terribly exited, wanted to overnight with your ex's , but then suddenly got rejected out of sudden coz someone else got the room first?

My point is: What if an unknown took your place from someone close or important to you even what they are doing is enjoying some stuff of yours?

I’m so sad. Damn, plus, Justin Bieber’s That Should Be Me is the best song to describe my feeling even though the subject is totally different, but the song portrays my emotion perfectly. [Em, especially the chorus part]

Giver

2010-07-15T11:57:00.000-07:00

I love to share things but it's funny when i'm actually expecting s0mething in return. Am I sincere in sharing? Well in my defense, i'm expecting for trust n faith as payback.

Sometime I felt I shouldn't be a giver since my dad said don't be TOO nice to people..SERIOUSLY, i'm totally objecting him..but at this point,i started to see my dad's relavant.

SERIOUSLY u guys are wondering whatta fuck did just BAM on ma face? :-P Well,i'm a sensitive lil fella. I'm observing human's behavior n judge it in my own term. Well,that is selfish but duh, freedom to speech,okay...

I started to understand people even m0re currently..
:-)

Review of the day: Finance Class

2010-07-14T12:12:00.000-07:00

Today’s Finance class was pretty interesting as we’re all given a chance to own a million of money and show everyone how will you spend it. Everyone similarly wanted to fulfill their unlimited material wants, absolutely. But still, some of them do aware how to allocate that money properly.

Here’s my allocation:
• Invest for mama’s boutique around+saving+buying asset and property RM 85,000++
• Sedekah around RM5K++
While the balance I will:
• Buying Vivaz RM 1500++
• Renovate my parent’s house RM50,000++
• Vacation RM 50,000++
• Buy home theatre RM 5000++
• Buy a lake-side bungalow RM800,000++
• Outfits RM3000++

I did have some knowledge on this stuff. It’s not conventional class, but from my experience in PUM. Well, previously, in D’Kuak Mart Corp. we just mash up some money and stuff then build a legal company. Well, I still young at that moment, erm 15 or 16 kot. But we did manage to get RM15000 jugak la hehe =P thanks cikgu Ali atas tunjuk ajar sume2 tuh…SERIOUSLY, the National PUM Convention teach us a lot about business management, strategy and stuff. I’m not that surprise when the lecturer taught about the shareholder and share price thingy, coz before I invest in my company, I did some pre-date calculation to maximize my profit as shareholder hehe =P

SERIOUSLY, BEL assignment still in progress. Entah bile la nk siap =.= It's about Paris hmm..

Paris Hilton Fragrance Line Collection

"It's really hot. I mixed all these scents together and when a guy wears it, it smells so good." - Paris Hilton

Review of the day: Debate Open Day

2010-07-10T11:01:00.000-07:00

Can't wait for this Wednesday. It's gonna be my first debut in debating in front of the crowd. The motion is so sooo provocatively hot and extremely intoxicated, hehe =P

Review of the day: Lecture so far

2010-07-07T07:49:00.000-07:00

This is like the 100th times I press new entry but nothing seems to be written.

I'm still in the first week of 3rd semester and everything seems just fine with the academic schedule which allow me to wake up like 9am on Tuesday and Wednesday, but we're terribly busy on Thursday =.= but hey, no class on Friday which mean 3 days of weekend!

So far, the lecture went just great. I love all my current lecturer since they are dedicated, motivating MGT lecturer, the BEL's is young, etc. But still as usual, ustaz msti lambat masuk CTU class.

I've met most of the debate club mates including, Nad, Izzat,Zul, Echa; but I still haven't meet Aiman, Raihan, Yusry etc.

URGH! I haven't finish BEL assignment yet it's 11pm already...Shut up, I'm off to bed.

1st day Landed on Arau review

2010-07-04T02:56:00.000-07:00

I slept at my classmate's house last night. I try my best to enjoy it but eventually, I'm just not. Too many smoker.

There’s thousand of word to say, but I don’t now where to start; college, friends, new stuff, new subject, etc.

I feel sad that I’m no longer staying with my roommates, but ironically, I’m living with Yuzwan, my room is next to Ihsan’s, Mirul [ex-roommate] and everyone close to me [including the bothersome pal =.= ]

You know what; I’m totally impressed on how music can influence man’s emotion. I was grayish moody, but My First Kiss by Keisha and 3OH3 had manage knock it out.
I hate myself when I’m discriminating people and starting to categorize them. SERIOUSLY, whatta fuck dude? =.= I always make and assumption based on their looks aka my first impression on them. I can just easily judge people and that is so not a good habit.

Plus, music can totally blow you up. I had totally forget what I hardy wanted to say. FUCK.

The Friday

2010-07-02T10:34:00.000-07:00

My day begins with a stupid nightmare where I was babysitted by Nanny McPhee. A regular Friday is where I have to decide either I’m going to solat jumaat with atuk or angah. I’ll dream of heaven every Friday.

But there’s something different about this Friday. Normally, after you finished solat sunat tahiyatul masjid, you’ll involuntarily shake hands with people next to you, and so do I. But I felt awkward, as there’s no response for this one as I showed my hand. Then, I realized, the guy next to me is blind. He’s and old man (plus, the next 2 to him are also poor blind old man). God, how did he spend the rest of his life in darkness but still, he able to carve a smile while I’m holding his hand?

At that moment, I was so grateful that Allah gave me the gift of sight.

p/s~3 org pakcik buta tu ade sorg pakcik yg celik ni pimpin deorg datang masjid. So, pakcik2 ni tdi mmg mngekur jela pakcik yg celik depan skali ni. Comel sgt coz deorg bkn nye pegang tgn, but pegang bahu nmpak mcm tgh maen kerata api plawk, hehe =P I’m terribly wanna do something good to them! Sayangilah warga emas =)

~don’t wanna talk about Brazil. Disappointing. BTW, ow, esok aq balik Arau ek? bru sedar ohoho =P

Review of the day: I'm so Sick

2010-06-30T12:00:00.000-07:00

SICK

I sleep a lot today. My body is itchy all the part. There’s an ulcer in my mouth. The doctor said it’s occurred somewhere close with many crucial nerves thus might bring other sickness like headache, body ache or even fever. SERIOUSLY, I’m suffering of that entire symptom right now.

Since, I sleep a lot on day, I stay awake at night =P I terribly hope myself can off to bed because that’s the only way I can forgot the pain for a while. It’s suffering when you are sick. But I just stand strong with my principle; “Ade hikmah disebalik ape yang berlaku.”

My grandma is sick too. Of coz she’s suffering for Stroke side effect, but just now, she had a terrible head ache and brought the entire family to give a visit. Yes, too many cook spoil the broth. Too many hands can’t do the same job. It’s just that we wanna make her feel better. I’ve to admit not all member of the family agree with this coz the found it a lil bothersome.

FLAW

This one didn't happen today ek =P
There’s a part of myself which I considered as mistakes and flaws, but it is taken as a thing to be proud and to be fight on in the name of human right. I’ve no idea. Go to hell with your stand coz I still hate my flaw. I’m in my effort to close that hole.

Kalo kte terlupe something, pastu kne marah, org tu cakap,

“ camne boleh lupe bawak? Kan saya da cakap mnde tuh penting! Telur/**** bawak plawk? Ntah2 telur/**** pon lupe bawak”

SERIOUSLY, whatta fuck dude?! I guess his dick is removable then boleh trtinggal plak dkt atas almari or dalam peti ais ke ape2 ke. Cummon la…Sumpah busuk dow ayat tu..bapak x siuman shialll! Macam r ko perfect sgt smpai nak sume org flawless cam ko..pastu bajet diri power lak..siot jerr..WTH

Caprice Friend-Request me? wow..

2010-06-30T02:45:00.000-07:00

I don't wanna get too exited that Caprice had just 'friend request'-ed me at Facebook coz I'm not really sure is it the real Caprice?

Well, I did post something on Caprice's wall but that one was clearly stated as the official group, but the one thatrequest me is Caprice Ariz, which after a lil investigation =P I sorta find out it is Caprice's FB account coz that account seems, personal with all those personal close picture, so I reckon IT'S HIM! =P

Did he just heard my version of Baby Remix that I posted on his official group wall? =P

Cedok Entry Yong hehe =P

2010-06-29T05:19:00.000-07:00

I hate to see my blog doesn't updated daily even though ade je mende nak tulis but bapak la malas shiall nak spit 'em out...[=.=]

1. kenapa orang selalu x tepati masa?
Well, let just take this case as the majority habit. OBVIOUSLY, because they are too lazy. Perhaps, they just not that interested on that even so put less commitment on it.

2. kenapa orang x reti bersabar?
Aq boleh bersabar selagi aq dgn org tu cool jerr..unless, it's not my favorite subject/people/stuff, then I can wait for long. Confirm cepat je got pissed.

3. kenapa orang suka bongkak?
Pasal die igt die sorang je yang bagos. Die jela yang betol org laen sume bodoh. It's okay to be proud of yourself for self confidence, but it will turn out to be a bongkak person when you put it too much.

4. kenapa orang suka mengkritik?
LOL hehe that's me. This kinda people never satisfied of anything around them. But, if we take it positively, we might take their critics as a useful tools to trigger your effort in achieving something. YES, mmg sakit hati kalo org kritik kte pedas2. So, i'll try my best to make some improvement, and show them that they are totally wrong!

now I’m all gone...

2010-06-28T07:15:00.000-07:00

Listening to: Baby Remix my Caprice+Ruby Jude+Justin Bieber

I can't believe that I'm going to leave my hometown in not mot more than a week, as if just yesterday I merungut don't wanna leave Arau and my friends. When I put on a list on what should I do at home, most of them are done already, but I still wanna add some more on the list so that there's still reason for me to stay. =P

But what can I do, my responsible as a student is still isn't complete. Plus, I am really enthusiasm to strive for the best next semester. Damn, I really need to maintain/improve achievement to be in the safe-zone. But still, jangan hidung tinggi and never bother to help out your friends, aizat. Don’t be a selfish coz that is sucha douche.

SERIOUSLY, Aizat you need to pack your stuff started from now! If you do, then you’ll notice anything missing, and that’s way practical.

Poye2 dgn Rushd

2010-06-28T05:03:00.000-07:00

SERIOUSLY, bapak la penat shial! Mingle around with Rushd was really exhausting =.= but I like it LOL

We went for bowling,karaoke,shopping bla3...at first we just just fool around the Ipoh Parade but rushd said they have lots of cool outfit at Yip Fong, so we walk there from Parade, GOSH, fuckin' exhausted in scorching hot noon, urgh! Supposedly rushd brought his car but his parent was just damn worry about our safety since they were involved in car accident like more that 10 times, though...

x larat nak type dh..

p/s~Bongek je..sori sangat kat Faez pasal coz he text me a lot but aq mmg busy berpoye2, hehe =P

Baby Remix -Caprice, Ruby Jude @ Justin Bieber

2010-06-26T08:29:00.000-07:00

This is my version of Baby hehe =P
Nah, just kidding, actually, I did some remix on the song, sorta like Mash up of Caprice feat Ruby Jude Malay version plus some part of Justin Bieber himself!!!

Download Now!(broken =,-)

HERE'S THE LATEST LINK! (WORK!)

Review of the day: Tak Layak Berasa Bosan

2010-06-26T05:31:00.000-07:00

I shouldn't say this, but my mom isn't really at home lately. Perhaps, I can conclude that she's getting younger, behaviorally. I'm getting bored stranded at home, alone. Abah is busy, Achik and Kakak went for college. Umai? she's too small to play with..

I used to stay at home alone, but that was when my parents are out for work. I wake up this morning and everyone is gone. Then, around 12 something, my mom text me, told to just grab anything at kitchen for lunch. I ate some fancy bread with margarine and mix it it with some sugar so that it'll be crunchy. Afterward like 4pm, she got home and left Umai, then went our with her friends. Just now, around 8pm, she text me, they drop by mall, and promise to bring home so donuts.

Please, don't sorry for me coz my mom is actually went out to take my grandma to a medical treatment since she's suffering of stroke. Abah went out to kampung, to finished my sister's problems about the pinjaman MARA thingy.I completely understand the circumstance now, but it's just that I miss of having everyone around.

Can't wait to get back to college, can't wait to meet Rushd this Monday, can't wait to get the hell out of this boring attic.

Kawan2 Sekolah Rendah

2010-06-25T09:20:00.000-07:00

I feel terrible of myself for forgetting my elementary school memories. They talk lots about memory lane and all that shit and I was like...[=.=]...huh?....[^^,"] oo, ituka? But honestly, I like having you guys around speaking of shit and not talking about the weather. Even I don't even recoznized some of them, but we were so friendy LOL =P

We have a great dinner and those happiness only cost me RM4.50 only. Cheap, and I like it. Itupon aq pau 5 kupang kt fendi hehe, ARIGATO fendi.ko nk pgi study kt Spain nti xlei blanje aq dh ohoho [seriously dri tdi smpai skrg asyik majal fendi psl spain jer huagaga]

Chatting with afiq mmg dipenuhi dgn loye buruk yg busuk dan sengal. Yuzwan is still with his susuk jokes thingy, the girls were busy with the gossip and candid photo-shoot, bla3, etc and yada3...I like this suasana ^^,

p/s~SERIOUSLY, Brazil vs Portugal tdi mmg boring gilerrr babi!Not boring as hell, but boring yg positive, like overly awesome smpai seri jerr 0-0 huagaga ^^

aizat! kau nak aktif in debate balik ke?

2010-06-25T02:38:00.001-07:00

yep..nti interfaculty n next year nye arau open pon aizat nk paticipate gak =P

Ask me anything

kenal diyana shereen tak ? die ok tak ? :DDD

2010-06-25T02:38:00.000-07:00

kenal sgt2! yg comel2 n bela byk2 monyet tuh hehehe =P

Ask me anything

Warga Emas pembawa masalah menjelang 2020? [=.=]

2010-06-21T22:36:00.000-07:00

WARNING: This post is my very own perception on the current issue, so please don't kick me to ISA.[btw, I heard that ISA dh mansuh certain enactment,plus I did debate 'bout this as our motion =P ]

berita ckp, by 2015 warga emas mncecah 9% --> 2020 warga emas 10% out of all Malaysia population. dewan brsidang ckp MNDE NI BAD NEWS =.= I know they have points of coz....but AS IF deorg NK ORANG TUA CEPAT2 MATI JERR...

I thought it suppose to be a good news since I reckon this stats shows that Malaysian's lifespan is increasing due to improvement in in health awareness among them. Warga Parlimen ckp this will bring problems in social structure and public infrastructure. Well, I'm glad they did manage to predict the obstacle, so I really hope the government (which most of them are in the ambang of warga emas) will do something about this issue coz I'm not getting younger.

problemo2...

2010-06-20T20:56:00.000-07:00

Imma be livin ina good life..BEP lalala~

That's what I was hoping as I woke up this morning. It's not noon yet but everything seems wrong as all problems are not really solved. I wanna put on braces actually but since last Friday we search for dentist but still don't get to provide one. Kalo ade pon, the price is overly expensive. Besides, it's bothersome since I'm studying at Perlis which mean I'll not be around for regular checkup.

Plus, my sister is having problem with the pinjaman MARA thingy...Dah la we're not really stable financially.. =(

Father's Day? [=.=]

2010-06-20T12:10:00.000-07:00

I don't really celebrate Father's Day because I'll feel awkward when I wish it to my dad. We're not that cool to have a really happy celebrating stuff moment. But that doesn't mean I don't love and appreciate him.

There's no use of making fancy father's day card every year if you couldn't afford to take care of them when they're like 70 something. I'm trying to teach myself not to overly count on things to express love, but by action instead.

Well wishing father's day is one of the action of coz =P. But I'm forward on more than that...

This is the reason...

My mate, Alex

2010-06-19T01:29:00.000-07:00

Do you have any celebrity friend? Em, my mom do have some, but mostly just the Senario guy and their wife (Malaysian Comedy troupe) coz most of them like Wahid and Hamdan sent their children to my mom's kindergarten.

I was dreaming of Alexander Ludwig as my class mate. Crazy huh? I know, too good to be true... =P

SERIOUSLY, I don't even know that guy is exist because I was on my way to class then I bumped up with Nina Haku =P As I got in the class, Alex was there and since it was a dream, the script said that he's my good pal. I was so annoyed of the fact that he's too shy to talk. Funnily, I know he's an actor. I hardly wanted to chat with him, ask him about his career; movies and stuff, but he just kept on blushing and smile without a word? Argh! Speak out dude! I don't know, but my dream director said that we're cool, not the fan-celebrity relationship thingy but just like Aizat- Fahmi-yish kot =P

WTF Aizat? [=.=] Geli shial...Duh, I know it's just a dream-play. Besides, as I browse the net just know, then I just find out the guy in my dream is the famous Alexander Ludwig! =P huagagagaga bapak x siuman shiall...

But hey, even I don't have celebrity friend, but I do have bunch of celebrity-wannabe friend =P [Duh, I reckon faez is the one who suppose to said so]

EnchantING England T

2010-06-17T09:54:00.000-07:00

I own my visa like couple of weeks already but I force myself not to use use it until today. SO HERE'S THE STORY...

Well, my family and me excluding my dad went to some malls looking some shoes for my sister since she's going to Kedah for college. We hit the UO first then Ipoh Parade.

You know how boring it his hook up with girls browsing for their stuff so me and my brother
(Achik) fool around the mall looking for some cool stuff. When my eyes gaze around, suddenly my sight was caught on this really flashy dashing T.But SERIOUSLY the boutique was like 100m away across the sidewalk. I can barely avoid those T as if it's doing so mojo stuff or something calling at me. I was total enchanted.

Well, it's pretty affordable. But I don't have enough cash. DAMN IT.
Aizat: Dude, forget it. Perhaps other time. [ckp dlm hati =p]
Achik: Nak jugak bju England
Aizat: Yep shmart jgk tgk patung tu pakai ohoho =P Opss..x ckp duit..
Devil Aizat:[hey u got visa right?]

Then, my mom came, and she just don't stop me at all, but she love those T instead [=.=]
...RM112++ just flew away. You know what, I should freeze my card like in the Confession of a Shopaholic tho...

p/s~I got myself the red England and the black one for my brother. I'll post the pics later =P

Review of the day: Lepaking

2010-06-16T04:45:00.000-07:00

Haha I gotta say the moment the light was on and suddenly Justin Bieber voice rhythmically follow up, the end of Karate Kid was like BAM! Wow! I don't know how to make a good review on the movie but it was a cool movie and I love his mom's face when Dre do those kung fu stuff LOL at the tournament ^^

Afterward, we fool around the Ipoh Parade. I searched some hot stuff for my closet, all those outfit was really cool and flashy, I have the money in my hand, I don't know why I not just walk to it and buy. I'm actually fall in love with money. Literally. Just like Mr Crab. He earn money but he didn'tnot spend it on luxury items, but he just adore those green paper even a little penny! He will never spend it easily.

What do you feel when you are out to somewhere like mall or stuff, one of your pal telephone you and she was like,"x ajak pon..." SERIOUSLY, I'm with my siblings and cousins. I know she didn't really mean it, but I still feel kinda bad about it. Plus, ble x ajak Inah (another cousin) join pon aq dh rase cm x best. Plus, even my roommate Akim pon call and ckp the same things LOL =P Sinetron sgt..

When no one is around...

2010-06-15T08:00:00.000-07:00

LOL it so funny when I'm actually rush into my room to write a blog post about something genius which is just pop-up in my mind and might possibly blown away if I didn't jot it down. But apparently, I ended up karaoke You're the Music in Me at Youtube like damn passionate LOL =D Seriously, it's was like...WTF DUDE?!

Well, that's what will happen when you watch too much Glee haha since they just make singing stuff looks easy, SERIOUSLY with the B flat and all that shit, I'm so not into those instrumental lesson thingy, I just enjoy listening 'em.

My brother is not around coz Along and Angah fetched him to watch live football match kt Rumah Pah. Honestly, I'm not obsessively passionate in this thingy so it's a NO. Angah and Along out of sudden shows up in front of our house gate to kick out some football match, which is cool, coz it'll be a lil quite tonight coz my brother kalo tido pergh! bapak la bising shial die snoring [=.=] Anyway, I don't like Brazil so malas nk join.

Another lovely fact is I'm alone right now! Mama and Abah pgi rumah pah to discuss with atuk the tanah thingy and my sister was just too bored coz I refuse to tolerate with her using the internet and playing The Sims 2 in my lappy then drive her to just pgi rumah pah skali.

I have no idea with my weird hobby yg ske sgt kemas2 rumah when there's no one around. Menjadi kepuasan bgi aq ble tgk rumah kemas. I know it's creepy...

p/s~esok nk tgk Karate Kid with my sibling n cousins =P

My 2nd Semester Result

2010-06-14T10:25:00.000-07:00

SERIOUSLY, speaking of my result, I get to know it officially only 3 days after it's released. I'm pretty happy with it since it shows improvement (duh, 0.04 jerr, x yah nk kecoh,aizat) and I did plan to apply for the JPA scholarship thingy, hmm...let's hope I can get the money,ops.. ohohoho [of coz money isn't the main thing for Aizat!-----[=.=]yeke??]

Out of all subject, the lowest grade is my mandarin language. I don't surprise of getting B for mandarin since I did put less commitment on it, obviously =P I don't even attend the 2nd listening test no wonder la B saje aizat...work harder next sem!!

Kenduri Marathon? Freakin exausted!

2010-06-14T05:31:00.000-07:00

Sometime i have to remind myself that i'm suppose to enjoy this limited time with my family coz i frequently dreaming of my favorite pals every time i'm day dreaming.

We drop by the Avant Chocolate which located somewhere before the Cameron Highland. We're on our wat to Kuala Lipis, which was another kenduri of my mother's relative.

Umai, mama and me =P

My siblings and Me

But i'm freakin' exausted right n0w so i just can't squeeze it for both side. Then, n0rmally i'll end up with dreaming 0n my favorite gadget :-P

When it come to kenduri,i'm n0t the kind of person who will help around n do all the chores cz i'm jz damn lazy so i'll just sit n eat. But SERIOUSLY, it sucks when u r doin n0thing for ur close relative's kenduri.

Kenduri abang Linda kat Lenggong a.k.a my dad's cousin

kenduri kat Kuala Lipis Pahang

There's n0 point of driving all the way fr0m ipoh to kuala lipis for a plate of lousy meal,coz that isn't the deal. It's n0t the food we're talkin about, it's the ukhwah. So,i just have to remind myself like every damn second about this.

Before we leaved to Ipoh, we managed to visit this cutie pie of my Aunt Angah Diana, his name is really long, but I just remember the Adiputra part LOL =P