saya bukanla baik mane pun tapi...

Let’s speak something in a way that awkwardly modest. Well, since I don’t know how to start properly, let’s just point out anything that come crossed.

HONESTLY, my house is not so big, so if it’s a bit messy, it’s already like a tongkang pecah. So, every night, I will tidy up the living room. I know it’s awkward, but I’m forced to do it, since I want to use that space to study and finish my assignment. My bedroom is a not a properly conducive place for study [Plus, I love the living room atmosphere since it’s the only room where we spend a lot for interior look], so I have no choice. Can you see the picture how small my house is? =P


HONESTLY, I’m not that kindhearted, but I would never look down at someone who used to raise me like 10 years. Opah took care of us ever since I was born since mama is not around during office hour. Instead sending me to nursery, she preferred to let her mom to look after her children. But now that opah is sick, it’s our turn to look after her.

HONESTLY, I was kind of aggrieved when my cousins reluctant to gave opah a visit just because she is bothersome with her entire sick routine. Bila opah bising2 mengaduh, di marahnye opah balik, bila opah kencing atas katil hancing 1 rumah, dah terus tak nak jenguk opah, bile duduk penjuru semenanjung, the best reason he can give is pasal nk amik lesen dlu baru baru boleh datang perak, even duit bersepah2 leh naek flight je, plus, budak2 SPM cuti like 3-4 months kot =,=

HONESTLY, I’m not that kindhearted, and that’s why I cannot pretend that I’m okay with these people.

*holy cow aizat! this post is damn touching and fucking emo LOL. SERIOUSLY, you are sick aizat, because trust me afterward, you'll post some shit which is soooo opposite to those thing above...